Loved and Wanted

"Don't Let Me Go."

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Nicole's POV

I could see them. I could see the docters working on me. It was like i was just a lost soul, witnessing thier own death. Was i dead? i don't know. but, i could see everything they were doing, how? what was going on? will my soul return to its body? or is this it, is this the end? what about Harry? i can't leave him .. i can't leave him, alone.

"She's doing well, hopefully it will stay that way," the doctor spoke, will i be okay?

I witnessed as they worked on my head, cutting my flesh, it was weird to watch something like that happen to you, but i fascinated me.

Beep, Beep, Beep.

How could i see them working on me? its like I'm out of my body, like a ghost, watching my own surgery, but how is this possible? why am i going through surgery? what had happend? does Harry know? so many questions ..

I watched closely as one doctor gently held my hand, to comfort me, as one doctor slit my wound with a small knife, gently cutting. But why did she hold my hand? i was in no pain, i was just simply sleeping. But will i make it? that's the question that needs to be answered, will i be strong enough. I have to make it, for Harry. and he has to make it, for me.

Beep, Beep, Beep.

I was holding out okay, so far. The doctors took their time, making sure they made no mistake. Like one mistake would end the world. My world. I was grateful they actually cared about my life, about me. Unlike every other person i met or saw, except Harry & Chelsie. They were the only people that actually liked me for me.

I watched closely as the docters opperated on me, taking their time but not being to slow. I heard when they 'cut' you open, you're dead for a certain amount of time, and if they take to long to bring you back, you're gone. forever. and that's how my soul was able to escape it's body, because I'm technically 'Dead' right now. I don't know if it's true, but if it is, i hope i can be brung back. I'm not ready to leave yet. I can't leave without Harry. without saying goodbye. I have to be strong, i have to make it.

"We're done! she's a very strong girl." the docter spoke enthusiasticly, finishing up on my wound. Was i strong?

I saw the docters cleaning up some blood and picking up left out tools. One docter patched up my head with a thick bandage like wrap, then exited the room.

One nurse stayed to make sure i'll be okay for a couple hours. I slowly walked over to my bed and knelt down next to my numb body. This was strang. It was strange to watch you're own body laying there unconscious, breathing slowly, it was an unexplainable sight.

All of a sudden everything started to get blurry and dark, i looked at my hands and my soul was slowly fading away, i was going back into my body. I closed my eyes as my soul vanished from the air and slowly entered my body. Before everything went dark i heard the door opening, revealing Harry, then everything went completely black.

A/N - If you don't get it then comment & i'll try my best to explain it better . Its like she is watching her surgery because shes unconscious & her soul escaped her body.