INSANE

Ashton

I'm Ashton and I have anxiety, depression, impulse control disorder and I am suicidal. I was put in foster care after my stepdad killed my mom when I was 10 and know he's my foster dad, I attacked him one night almost killing him. He's always calling me down and abusing me I was in my room one night and he called me down and cause I couldn't hear him he thru me across the room and kicked me in the ribs I always have bruises because of him I attacked him this morning because he called me a fagot he's called me worse before, I pulled a knife on him and told him to shut the fuck up well my foster mom came in the kitchen and screamed she ran and grabbed the phone and called the cops they admitted me into The RedWood Mental Hospital, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety after my mom died and impulse control disorder after my foster dad got away with murder. I have suicidal thoughts all the time I have the thoughts of killing myself but I ain't got the guts to do it. My foster mom won't buy me medicine because their to expensive I have panic attacks almost everyday I actually got kicked out of school cause the school couldn't handle me I love to play the drums and write music but now that I'm in here I can't to be honest the hospital is a little better then the foster home. I have a small journal I get to write in and I have a therapist to talk to and I now get my medicine everyday now that I'm here. They placed me with a guy named Michael.

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