INSANE

Ashton

I arrived at The RedWood Mental Hospital around 7:40am on February 2nd I was singed in and placed in an empty room a doctor came around and told me where to go he said it was breakfast in the cafeteria he showed me where to go as I walked in I saw a lot of other teens my anxiety kicked in as I walked towards the front I was handed a bowl of cereal and a cup of milk I sat alone at a table and the thought of not getting kicked around felt good soon enough 2 boys came to my table I started shaking "Hi I'm Michael and this is Calum" the one with pink hair spoke "um..Im Ashton" I replied looking towards Michael "why are you here" Calum asked playing with his cereal "um I have anxiety, and ICD and I'm ...uh suicidal" I said fast looking to the ground "hey I have ICD to and anxiety and depression" he spoke tugging on his sleeves "Um...Michael what do you have?" I questioned "um I have depression, anxiety and I'm also schizophrenic" hey replied looking to his hands, after breakfast we we're sent to group therapy I introduced myself and explained why I'm here after group therapy I went to my room to find Calum and Michael talking on the other side of the room "hey Ashton" Michael said waving to me "hi" I replied I sat on my bed and just wrote in my journal I went to the desk to ask where I have to go the lady behind the desk told me to go to room 7 and that my therapist name is Dr.Cooper I knocked and walked in "Ashton Irwin?" He said looking towards me "uh yes" okay come sit down, all he said was that I would be starting on new medication tomorrow morning and that I have to take my meds everyday. After that I went to dinner....potatoes, vegetables and meat, I sat there and poked at the food in front of me, I couldn't see Calum or Michael so they probably skipped I tossed the plate of food in the trash and walked to my room to find Calum and Michael they said hi and began talking again I laid in my bed letting my thoughts run wild before I fell asleep.

-This is probably shit