I will always love you~ zalfie

Alfie

What is happening? Who is dragging me? What is this? Oh my god where is Zoe? I look up and see a figure as thin and as pale as paper. Zoe. She never looks like this. Where was she taking me? Where are the rosy cheeks the bubbly personality. I'm not saying she has to be exactly happy in the position we are in but she seems. Different. Like the old her. The bad her. The secret her. The depressed her. "Hey. Zoe. Where are we going?" I ask confused looking into her empty eyes. "Everywhere and no where" she responded with a soft smile "you know are you ok?" I ask linking my hand in hers "no not really. The thoughts are taking over" she said with a sad smile "call me anytime you see the Lightning" I responded pulling her into my body and kissing her multiple times. "I'm always here" I whisper "right, let's go" she says a slight bit of color in her cheeks. She leads us to her car and we buckle in. The drive home is silent but we understand each other. We just get it. Once we are at home I run inside take her jacket get blankets and make her hot chocolate. Despite this she is colorless. Empty. I decide to tell Joe and text him when she doesn't notice

A: hey Joe. Zoe's thoughts are coming back. I expect she told you about today.
J: really. Yeah she told me. We need to find the box.
A: do you have any ideas where it could be?
J: no but. I know I shouldn't have gone to L.A when she was so stressed I messed up big time. I'm coming home tomorrow.
A: oh okay when will we see you
J: late morning. I guess I will see you then bye
A: Bye. Be quick we don't have much longer before the thoughts control her.

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Authors notes: Oh my goodness. Hello!
I haven't written in this book for like a year, it's been so long!! I hope you enjoy his short lil chapter I wrote, I'll probably continue writing a few chapters every week I'll also be editing previous chapters and improving them a bit.
I missed you guys ❤️❤️❤️