When we finally reached home after Helen gave me the details and such for joining River Dale, Dad, me and Ace went to our house in his car.
To say it was awkward was a huge understatement.
My dad kept throwing me glances asking me whats wrong while I kept shrugging. When we finally reached home, Dad said bye and patted him on the back before walking home while I released a sigh of relief and followed him in order to avoid the obvious awkwardness.
But I felt Ace grab my wrist and pulled me back. My back was on his front. And we were close. Really close.
"Whats wrong?" He whispered into my ear.
I shivered.
"You." I said and tried to get out of his grasp.
"Ella-" He began but I raised a hand stopping him
"Please." I whispered and ran out of his grasp.
Damn, my hormones are all over the place.
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By the time Dad and I finished cleaning up after our late dinner, I was dead tired and wanted to do nothing more than go to sleep.
But when my head finally met the pillow, sleep seemed to be the last thing on my mind.
The days events kept running through my head. The kiss with Ace and then Dylan. Oh god, What the hell have I been doing. I was acting like a slut. First Ashton, then Dylan and now Ace. Since when did my life have so many good looking, popular boys?
Trying to fall asleep, I closed my eyes. But the only thing I could think of was Dylan. I don't know why but I feel like Im cheating on him.
Googling on what to do when your confused between boys, I found many answers but almost all of them revolved around the same thing 'Analyse the feelings for each person differently.'
Deciding to do it anyway coz I don't have anything to lose, I grabbed my rough binder.
I drew two columns and named them Ace and Dylan respectively.
How the hell do you analyse your feelings?
I googled that as well and found an answer which was like 'Analyse the person physically, and then on your feeling about that person and what you like best about the person.
Ace.
Hot.
Beautiful Eyes.
Body.
Feeling about the person? I think he's really hot and handsome. He makes me feel all hot and bothered.
What I like best? His kisses.
Dylan.
Hot.
Cute.
Handsome.
Adorable.
Friendly.
Open minded.
Feeling about the person? I have a crush on him. He's handsome and he makes me happy. Really happy.
What I like best? How when it comes to him, something so small can mean so much.
Somewhere between thinking and writing, sleep wrapped me in its arms with dreams of the two handsome hunks.
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Finding Love
ChickLitNoelle Anderson has had a perfect life since, well forever. With A life any would envy, Noelle has had it all ever since she could remember. What Noelle didn't know was that it isn't long before everything comes crashing down. First, her mother. ...
