Animals, Leather Jackets And A Mysterious Mystery (Zarry)

Chapter 18

*Harry's POV*

That night we thanked everyone that had put effort in our amazing date and walked back to our hotel hand in hand. Our fingers were entangled and we tried to keep it that way, only letting go to undress. That night we fell asleep in each others arms, his head on my chest, my head buried in his hair.

"Babe, you still awake?"

"Mmm"

"I love you."

"Okay."

"Okay."

And at that moment I knew he loved me back, just like Hazel and Augustus. I knew I wouldn't regret giving Zayn 'The Fault In Our Stars'. I was just happy that we didn't have numbered days like they had.

The next morning I found Zayn sobbing with his pillow tightly clutched against his stomach. To say that I was worried, was a big understatement. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his cheeks. Zayn turned around and attached himself to me, tears falling on my stomach, but I couldn't care. If Zayn was sad it was my job to make him feel good again, I wanted to see him smile.

"Babe? What's wrong?"

"This world is so messed up Haz. How could that happen?"

"What happened sweetie? You are not making any sense."

"He was perfectly fine Harry, going to have a long and happy life and it is all taken away from him."

I hugged him closer, even more confused than before.

"Haz? Why does this happen? Augustus was perfectly fine. Fourteen months without cancer... Is he going to die?" I smiled softly, honestly I didn't know Zayn had it in him to cry with one of the characters of a book, but I thought it was cute and endearing.

"I can't tell you that, now can I. You will have to read the book for that babe. But I think the most important lesson we have to learn here is how Hazel and Augustus still decide to be together and not fight their love, how both of them are more important towards each other than anything else and how beautiful love can still be in darker times. Augustus makes Hazel feel alive again and she challenges him in every way possible."

"You are only making this worse!" He started sobbing even harder completely forgetting that we were in Disneyland for 4 more days, but this being our only day before the rest arrived. He hiccupped again and sniffed, a single tear still hanging on his eyelashes.

"Haz?"

"Yeah?"

"Can 'Okay' be our 'Always' just like Hazel and Augustus?", He asked cutely.

"Okay." I kissed his temple and he smiled, his eyes sparkling in realization that I just gave him his 'always' the way he wanted to. How could I not want to, it is probably the most beautiful thing I had ever read and to now use it myself, yeah, I had never felt so happy.

"Okay" he smiled back.

After a few minutes of cuddling, we stood up, dressing ourselves for the day to come. We decided to try and stay as long in 'Small world' as we could, just to see how long we were allowed and because the song is one of the best we had ever heard.

We went for breakfast right after that, but before I could lock the door properly Zayn hugged me from behind.

"Haz, I love you too."

I turned around and kissed him on the lips, hard. If we didn't had to go somewhere I would have pressed him against the wall, or got him back into our room and onto our bed, but we had to go somewhere. While we were still kissing, we entangled our fingers. Only when that had happened we pressed one last kiss on each others lips.