sabian (VIII)

love stricken 16

the 16 year old sits and waits
he sits and waits above the water
looking down
nervous
wondering what the blue sky will bring
he can no longer determined how to feel
excited?
tempted?
he can only stand and wait

its been weeks since then
he realizes that maybe that memory wasn't his to be made
she is doing better without him
mentally,
spiritual,
shes taken time off and maybe he should too

he really can't
can he?   
his pathetic passion reeks of desperation for a person to call his own
and someone to them hers
he longs for real
he longs for love
he longs for romance
and he longs for a reality that by today's perspective
he will never have the chance to meet

and that so ends the tale of the love stricken 16.