sabian (VIII)

farewell to friends

i am still falling for her everyday, what do i do

get over her sabian

i can't

why not

you know exactly why motherfucker

you're right, sorry

you agree with me?

i mean yeah, I can't just have you drop your feelings like that

thank you damian

no need, im just the ghost of the inspiration in your head.

sometimes i hate what i do to myself.

what are you doing

going over old messages

why are you gonna do that to yourself... again

because i guess, i want to repeat the past

why

because i loved the way things were

we did too

I can't say anything about that one thing, she'll dump me off more than she already has

what thing?

the thing

what are you talking about?

...

do you mean us? Leo and i?

yes.

you never told her?

no i was afraid

you always gotta remember, your mind is a package deal. with an extra two loafs of brain to switch in and out.

its not easy to explain to people

it kinda is

how

you were alone. no friends, remember? so you created us. Leo and Damian, alternative but similar versions of yourself to have someone by your side.

it isn't that hard Sabian

where have you been Leo

well due to recent events, i was feel drowned out

sorry about that.

its fine but be warned, ill kill you next time

he really will

yeah yeah

so what now?

its easy,

?

we fight until maybe we get her back.

she won't like you guys, she'll see me as some psychopath, like the others.

shes not the same as you know who

i know but what if you guys are just too much for me to deal with

thats the sad part Sabian

what are you talking about?

i see no use for myself any more, you fend for yourself without me having to hype you up for it

what are you saying?

im saying that im resigning. its nothing personal but you don't need me anymore, you seriously can speak for yourself. i no longer see pathetic but i now see, greatness.

you can't just leave like that

call me if you really need me okay? its been my privilege.

Damian? DaMian?! DAMIAN?!

please. come back. i need you.