sabian (VIII)

note to you (from leo)

i'm so sorry for treating you so bad
i have failed the promises i made
i just wish you're happy
without me
i see how you laugh
you smile
you're eyes are filled with joy
without me
but i must learn to love myself now
it is clear sabian must live without the someone
people are deceiving he says
and i'm starting to believe him
so you go ahead and forget me
but i am not forgetful
i am remembrance
i am the one who always slips through
and months from now
you'll sit and realize that you could've fixed things
i'm sorry for being me

sAbIAn iS nOw lOnGEr GoNNa bE huRt aNyMoRE.