Frank has gone nuts

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Franks POV

Gerard and I went to the living room and watched a few Tim Burton movies. I couldn't help but stare at him. I watched every movement he made. I sat and thought to myself 'you almost lost him Frank.' and Gerard chimed in "Do I have something on my face?" "No" I replied. "Well stop staring." Gerard ordered. I looked down and could tell I was making Gerard feel bad. "Frank sit up. What's wrong?"

"I almost lost you Gee..." I sniffed back some tears and looked at him. He hugged me tight and I turned us so his head was in my lap. He fell a sleep a few hours later. I watched him sleep. I couldn't get over the fact I almost lost him. I wish I could take all those bad thoughts and memories away from him.

Gerard's POV

THE NEXT MORNING

I woke up and Frank hadn't slept all night. I hope he was okay.

FOUR DAYS LATER

As we sat on the couch it had occurred to me Frank hasn't slept in days. He follows me everywhere. He goes to bed with me but won't sleep. His eyes were dark and he just looked awful. I sat up saying "Frank, baby you've gotta get some sleep." He shook his head saying "No. I can't. I'm fine, Gee-bear."

Franks POV

I was not going to take another chance. He was so close to death and I don't know what I would've done if he had died.

Gerard's POV

I noticed Frank staring off into space. I waved my hand in front of his face, and he flinched. "You okay Frankie?" I asked putting a hand on his shoulder. He nodded and stood up popping his back. Frank seemed... off and this scared me a little.

Franks POV

I sat back down on the couch and pulled Gee on my lap. I kissed his head and hugged him tight letting a few tears seep into his hair. I sat there holding him and him holding me right back thinking 'I'll never leave him alone again.' I leaned back for a moment and closed my eyes. "Frank. Frankie." I opened my eyes to see Gee shaking me awake. "What's wrong!?" I jumped up yelling. "Nothing I just brought you some coffee and food." Gerard handed me a cup of coffee and there was a salad on our coffee table. "How long was I out? Wait... are you okay? Did anything happen!?"

Gerards POV

Frank wouldn't stop freaking out. "Look everything is okay just calm down! I'm going to the store." I sat him on the couch. "We need groceries." I grabbed a jacket and headed for the door. Frank suddenly jumped in front of me and put himself against the door. "Frank move." I said as I grabbed his shoulder. "No Gerard! You aren't going anywhere!" He pulled out his pocket knife and held it up to me. "Get back on the couch." he ordered. What the fuck is he doing!?

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