Gerard's POV
I stood up and walked out of the room. I did not say bye or anything. Frank watched me leave, and as I closed the door I could hear him sniff back his tears. 'He deserves this... but yet again he doesn't.' I thought to myself as I walked down the hallway to leave. I was still angry with that bastard. I may not act like it but how could you forgive someone who locked you in a room and held a knife to you?
How could he?! I slid into my car and drove home. I had sold my mother and fathers house, and moved into an apartment. Perfect for one person and one person only. Mikey and Ray come over some to check on me, and I'm getting therapy still after what happened. I remember everything perfectly when I attempted suicide, but that's the past so why care? I arrived home opening, and slamming my door shut. I slid onto the floor leaning against the door, and pulled my knees to my chest.
Why do I hate him, but love him? I should fully hate his guts for everything, but he said he just wanted to keep me safe. Did I drive him to insanity? Did I deserve what I went through? I wish Bert was with me to help. I miss him at times. He was so smart, and when he was around I knew what was right and what was wrong. I suddenly smelled roses out of no where. It was a strong scent too. I stood up and walked into my bed room. "Oh my God..." I said to myself, "how in the hell..."
Franks POV
I sat in the corner behind my bed rocking. How could he just get up and leave without answering me?! I guess I was right. He really doesn't care about me. No one does. He's only playing with me. "I wish I was dead..." I sobbed into my knees. Suddenly a nurse opened my door, and walked in calmly. "Mr. Iero?"
I've never heard this voice before. I raised my head up to see a beautiful woman infront of me. "I'm your new nurse Jamia." she smiled. I just glared at her knowing she was going to hurt me some how. "What's that look for? I've done nothing bad, and incase you're wondering your other nurse was fired." She turned to leave and walked to the door. "Oh, I got these for you." She pulled out a big bag and laid it on my bed. "See you tonight." she left and locked my door.
(Guys I know it's a short chapter and all but I'm in a real block right now. I've been really busy, but already working on the next chapter. What's keeping me so busy is I'm engaged and getting married when I'm out of school, so lots of planning and all. New chapter up soon. I promise!! I'm trying to think of longer chapters. Okies that's all byes..)
