“Marxie…” I heard someone whisper. I groaned and- I groan?! That meant I was alive! I heard them giggle and I opened my eyes. The light burned but I kept them open. Xaykla, Demyx, Lex and Axel were standing around my bed. Where was Zexion? He should be here. Unless he was dead. I sat up too quickly and tears come to my eyes. He had to be dead. The train had collapsed on us and he was over me. My hand flew to my mouth just thinking about it. I felt the blood drain from my face. “Marxie? don’t worry Zexion’s still alive.” Axel said. I looked up at him and he offered to take me to Zexion’s room. I nodded and got up. They all looked worried except Axel. I walked out of the room and Axel stayed behind for a minute. “are you sure she can handle it?” Lex asked. “she loves him. Of course she can handle it. And if she doesn’t at first she will later on.” Axel said. Had something horrible happened?! I thought of the possible things it could be, no legs, no arms, no eye…. “Ready?” he asked with a smile. I looked up and saw Axel. “yeah…” I whispered. We stood outside his door. “Marxie.” I looked up. “you have to be strong.” he said. I nodded and looked down. It was bad… Axel opened the door and I walked in. Zexion was laying on the bed, eyes closed. He had Ivs and other wires attacted to him and machines. I closed my eyes and walked over to him. I knelt on the floor and rested my chin on the side of his bed. I longed for him to stroke my hair. “please wake up…” I whispered just loud enough that I could here. At least he had still had his arms, eyes, and legs. Please wake up. I begged in my head. Axel walked over and put his hand on my shoulder. “you okay?” he asked. I nodded and looked up at him. “is he going to be okay?” I asked. He shrugged. “I don’t know. But I do know that if he doesn’t, he died saving what he loved most.” Axel said. “but he saved- me…” I looked down. Now I felt stupid. He loved me the most? Out of everything. More than his own life. Tears came to my eyes and Axel sat on the ground next to me. He held me in his arms for a while. “you need food.” he said when my stomach growled. I nodded and he went to us some food. “Zexion. Please wake up. You need to wake up. You’re my best friend. Remember what you said? You die, I die. That still aplies here. If you give up on trying to live then so do I!” I yelled at him in a hushed voice. He didn’t move. He was breathing but not moving. I burided my face in the sheets. In a movie he would have stroked my hair but this isn’t a movie. “I gotta go…” I whispered, standing up. I opened a black portal and went to Destiny Island. The black portal closed behind me and I walked on the beach. “rule one, don’t get on a boat. Rule two, don’t get on a boat with a stranger. Rule three, don’t give up on life. Yet.” I said to myself. People looked at me like I was crazy. Most likely because I was still wearing my organization coat. I went into a store and went to the bathroom to take it off. I always wear a tank top and shorts under my coat. I bought a beach bag to put my coat in then walked away from the store. I sat in the sand and looked over the water. Everything was wrong.