When I woke up I got dressed and ran out the door. I wasn’t watching where I was going and I ran into Zexion. I looked up at him and apologized. “do need someone to walk to class with?” he asked. “no. I’m fine.” I said. He looked down, embarrassed and I walked away. I looked down the whole way to class and sat next to Axel. Saix threw a book at my and I hissed at him. “get out of here.” he said. I stood up and walked over to him. I hit him across the face and he stared at me in shock. “go to hell.” I said, walking out of the room. He looked at me shocked and the class was enjoying it. I walked out of the room and ran down the hall. I heard someone following me so I ran faster. I tripped over something and hit my head on the floor. I sat up and put my hand on my head.
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“Marie!!! Hold on!” a silvered haired guy called to me. I looked up at him with a smile on my face. It was a shy smile. “hi, Wiku.” I said waving. He grabbed my hand and pulled me on of the road. “Marie, I told you not to run into the road.” he said. “sorwy, Wiku.” I whispered. I looked down. “is you mad at me?” I asked looking up at him. “Mari, I’m not mad at you. I was just worried.” he said. I smiled and put my arms in the air so he would pick my up. He picked me up and kissed my cheek. I wrapped my arms around his neck. “I wove you, Wiku.” I whispered.
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I opened my eyes. I knew him. I knew the silver haired boy. “Marxie!!!” Axel and Zexion yelled running to me. I looked up at them. I stood up and looked around. I’d tripped on a David Bowie action figure. I sighed and they got to me. “Marxie your bleeding.” Axel said. I put my hand on my head and looked at my hand. There was blood. “I-I’m fine.” I said looking down. I walked to my room in silence. “oh my god.” I said. I’d fought Riku. I’d tried to kill him. What was that memory? Was it even real? I thought of how I’d fallen then got the vision. Maybe if I but myself in danger I would get another one. I looked around the room for something sharp then stopped. what was I doing?! I have my own claws! I felx my hand and the claws came out. I pulled up the sleve to my cloak and cut into my forearm. Then I got another one.
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“Marie!!!” Riku yelled. I looked at him and saw panic on his face. “I have to.” I said. I was about to jump in front of the train but he grabbed my arm. Tears blurred my vision when I looked at him. “I’m sorry.” I cried. He pulled me into hug and didn’t let me go. “don’t you ever try to do that again.” he said. “I-I had to. I was going to go back home and do something horrible to my parents. It was either then or me.” I said. He had tears in his eyes and one of them spilt over.
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I came back to reality and looked at my arm. I was bleeding. I wrapped cloth around it and tried to think of something else. I’d tried to kill myself?” what did my parents do to me that would make me do that?” I knew one thing. Axel had lied to me and I had to find out more. Okay that was two things. I opened a black portal and walked into it. I when I stepped out I was in front of a house. I knocked on the door and a man with a gotik opened the door. “Marie!! Riku told me that you was dead.” he said. “I’m right here?” I said. He invited me in and told me that Riku would probably like to see me. I nodded and ran up the stairs. I knocked on the door with the sign that said “Riku’s room” on it. He opened the door and froze in place. “what do you want?” he asked. I was wearing normal clothes, not the cloaks. “I need answers. Nobody else will tell me. You’re the only one I could turn to, Wiku.” I siad, using the name I used to call him when I first stayed here. I couldn’t say Riku then. “you havent called me that for years.” he said. “your point? I’m sorry I yelled at you I didn’t know who you were. And I’m sorry I fought you.” I said. “I’m sorry I almost killed you.” he said. “do you know anything about me?” I asked. He nodded and told me to sit on his bed. He turned off the T.V. and sat next to me. “you had a hard life until I found you and you came to stay with us.” he said. “us?” “Sora and I” he said. I didn’t know who Sora was but I’m guessing it was one of his friends. “your parents would beat you every time you were late. So you ran away when you were nine or ten.” he said. I didn’t belive a word he was saying. I shook my head. “I’m leaveing.” I said standing up. “what? Why?” he asked. “I’m tired of being lied to.” I said walking out the door. “I’m not lieing!!” he called. When I was outside I opened a black portal. Why did people keep lieing to me? This was all Vexen and Xigbar’s fault. I walked into Arabia. If I was gone nobody could lie to me. And nobody could hurt me.
