somebody else //cake//

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is it okay if I add a song from hamilton to this story's playlist

like it's pretty related to this story but it's like also not in some parts BUT IT STILL RELATES IF U THINK ABOUT IT

I mean I'm probably gonna add it anyway I just don't want yall to be like ??? when u hear it u feel
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I can't believe I betrayed myself by letting Calum fuck me.

Honestly, I should've held my ground. But he's just so irresistible and I'm so helpless for him...

Dammit, no! I shouldn't have let this happen. Ruining my friends' lives like this will only cause havoc, and I can't do this.

Yes. I'll just tell Calum we need to end this affair when I go over on Friday. That's the smart thing to do.

Stop the bleeding before the wound gets infected. Put it all to a stop before anything gets too out of hand.

I can do this.

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I can't do this.

"Come on in, Lukey. I got some vanilla candles, hope you like them," Calum says with a wink.

Why did he have to be such a cute little bastard?

Focus, Luke. You came to do one thing: end it. You have morals, you know it's right. Just do it, tell him no...

"I...Cal, I um-well you an-"

He raises an eyebrow at my lack of words. "Speechless already, Hemmings?" That smirk. Goddammit.

"S-shut up," I say, hitting his arm. "Just let me in already."

"Welcome to my humble abode," Calum grins.

"There's nothing humble about you," I retort.

"Cold, Luke, so cold."

"I know a way to heat things up a bit..." I can't control myself around Calum, and it's kind of screwing me over.

"Then by all means, let me lead the way," He smirks, taking my hand as we go up the stairs.

This is the second time I have lost all my wits around Calum. The first time I let him fuck me, then I'm letting him do it again? What kind of monster am I?

Every time he just lures me in with that charming smile and words that make my knees weak.

I promise myself no, but then...

The first time it took a lot of sexual tension, flirting, and maybe a little bit of drinking for him to get me undressed.

And now he just shows up with cute candles and little winks and I'm a goner.

I am so ashamed of myself for doing this, but I can't stay away from Calum. I can't let him get away this time.

Kirstie would never forgive me if she knew, but nobody needs to know...
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just a peek at Luke's thoughts/how wrapped around Calum's finger he is ;-)

IT'S SHORT N AWFUL BUT I WROTE SOMETHING SO YE

say no to this is stuck in my head that's literally the only reason why I wanted to update oops