Best teacher ever | Jerrie

Chapter 15

Jade

I turned the key and opened the door heading inside and plopping on the couch. I looked at the clock to see it was only 3:30pm. I had about 5 hours until I meet up with Jesy and I had absolutely nothing to do.

Wow Jade. You really messed up again.

My mind reminded me again like I didn't know.

Go back over there.

My heart said but I shook my head. I thought I would look like a fool saying all that to her, walking off and then returning on my knees.

Maybe it will teach her a lesson

My mind said as I nodded.

"To fuck off on my problems" I mumble but completely knew that's not what I wanted. With a single tear rolling down my cheek, I melted to the floor.

I wanted Perrie. I needed Perrie. I don't know why I did what I did. I wanted her to evesdrop, I wanted her to follow me and tell me everything is okay, I wanted to kiss her and walk back inside and start over, I wanted to tell her.

But I didn't.

My thoughts were consuming me as I sat sobbing In thought.

I have only known her for 2 weeks?

Yup.

I love her?

Yes I do?

She makes me feel safe

Yes she does.

Can I trust her?

Yes.

I shook all the thoughts out of mind as I listened to my heart, the thing I was suppose to be listening to this whole time.

Wait till tomorrow.

I felt it say as I knew I needed her right now.

I needed to touch her now.

But for the first time in forever.

I listened.

Perrie

I rushed inside the house grabbing my coat and boots and heading out not bothering to lock the door.

I got on my bike and thought about what I was about to do.

"I told her I would" I mumble starting the bike.

"Maybe she will realized I'm not a liar" I say talking to myself once again as I push off the stand and put on my helmet, riding off not having the arms of an angel with me.

|8:00|

Jade

I woke up by the alarm as I groaned and shut it off. I was confused why it woke me up until I realized I was suppose to go to Jesys.

Picking up the phone I texted her

Jade: heading over now baba ;)

Jesy: I thought I was heading over?

Jade: can we please talk at yours?

Jesy: yeah see you here baba :):)

Jade: bye ;)