Falling for Tommy Shelby (Peaky Blinders fanfic)

Tommy...

I don't hear his voice. Tommy sounds casual and he's clearly trying to irritate him.

"A drink boys?"

"I'm not here for your drink!"

"What can I do for you three today then?"
Shit there's three of them? He's going to end up dead!
They talk for a little longer and Kimber's men laugh.

"Your dead Shelby"
I move around the corner and see through the cracks that two of Kimber's men have a gun pointing towards Tommy.
My heart races. Fucking make the toast Tommy!

"To business!" He says lifting his glass. I straighten my dress and within seconds I'm stood with a gun pointing towards Kimber's protesters but he's not here. Typical Kimber.

"Who do we have here then?" A man dressed nicely says standing walking towards me. Tommy tenses. His words play in my head. "Don't shoot"

One throws a punch in Tommy's direction and Tommy plays it of as if he hadn't been touched but blood trails down his face. He's not fighting back because I'm here.

The man slaps me, I fall back towards the corner and I Tommy stands in furry taking on the two men stood above him. The well dressed man goes to take his gun out and before he can I shoot him in his leg. Tommy strikes and beats both of them till they're lay on the floor surrounded by blood.

Tears roll down my cheek as he stands slowly. His hands covering his face and he looks pale as if he's just re visited memories he never wanted to. The war.

I stand and walk towards him.

"Grace, I'm sor" he begins to say I tell him to stop and he runs his hands down my face. I stand hugging him for minutes until he breaks the silence with a simple.

"Now you've saw me" he sounds almost in pain.

I can't help it, I grab his biceps and he leans in to kiss me. I can't pull away. I don't want to pull away so instead we kiss passionately. He pulls away. I stare remotely in too his piercing blue eyes.

Arthur comes running in.

"Fucking hell Tom! How many of them were there"

"Get Curly to take these bodies away"

"Shit where's Ada?!" Tommy says practically shouting. She's with Freddie but I can't tell him that because he despises him and he will kill him.

"Out with a friend Tommy, she's fine"
"I'm going to have go, goodnight Tommy" I say.

"Goodnight. And again I'm sorry"
I nod and walk out. What just happened. What would Ada think? Her best friend and her brother? I think she'd be happy although she doesn't like Tommy at times.
I see Ada running towards the Garrison.

"Ada!!"

"Grace! What happened? Arthur told me you were there!"

"Nothing, it's fine. I'm fine and Tommy's fine"
I say giving her a weak smile.

"Oh thank god!"

"How was Freddie?" I say trying to change the subject.

"He was amazing! I wish Tommy would approve! They were best friends and it breaks my heart" she goes on to say and it hits me that if Tommy and I were to have something how would Ada find it? Freddie's not the same.