Rasasvada//MGC

Chapter 14

Rosalie's pov
Black. Everything is black and quiet. What happened after I flipped over? Am I dead? I started to go to back to the beginning like I have a thousand times. First I'm laying on the couch cuddling Michael while he's playing a video game just before we put a movie in. I remember fighting with myself saying I wasn't in love with Michael but I actually was. I remember going on tour, fighting with Michael, kissing him then leaving. Everything is just one giant flashback leading up to me flipping and it just going black, my mind forgetting to carry on. Everything I described is just me in a flashback reliving that moment over and over. I don't think I'm living anymore I just keep reliving the same thing trying to remember what happened. I want to scream but I can't find my voice. My fingers aren't there neither are my toes. I'm just surrounded in a black abbess with nothing but my memories. I try to shift my mind to think about Michael. Does he even know? I can't leave him without telling him I love him.

I just went through another flashback still trying to put the pieces together when I hear a voice other than mine. "I know you'll probably be mad at me but I told the boys we've had sex. Okay well not exactly Luke asked and I confirmed I'm sorry. I just wanted to say that I love you." Michael? MICHAEL! MICHAEL HELP ME IM STUCK I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM HELP ME! He can't hear why am I even trying. I can feel warmth creeping onto me and a light appears far away. I want to sprint towards freedom but I'm frozen as it approaches. I love you too Michael so much. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

"I love you too," I whispered my voice sounding hoarse. Did I just talk?
"Huh?" Michael said lifting his head.
"I love you too," I repeated looking at him. Michael screamed waking the boys up before running out getting a nurse. They rushed in pushing the boys out the room examining me before telling me exactly what happened. They found my car wrapped around a telephone pole because I was hit head on by a drunk driver.
"Do you need anything sweetie?" the nurse asked grabbing my hand. "Can I have my boyfriend please," I asked. She nodded walking out and Michael came rushing in. Michael ran over to me planting kisses all over my face causing me to giggle. "Jesus mike chill," Luke laughed walking beside him.

I stayed in the hospital for another week until they released me to go home. Michael carried me out and into the car and then up the stairs to my house. "I can walk you know," I said when he placed me down on the couch. He sat beside me before laying down spooning me. "Did you actually mean it when you said you loved me back?" He asked rubbing my side.
"Of course Michael why wouldn't I?"
"I don't know I just wanted to make sure"
"I love you" he giggled kissing my forehead.
"I love you too even though you told the boys we had sex," I said.
"You heard that?"
"Of course"
I thought back to the last time we were like smiling to myself. I felt at home for the first time as I snuggled into him. If I could go back in time and tell myself I would find someone amazing and I would feel happiness and love then I would but I wouldn't be able to savor this moment for I love him and he loves me.