Michael's pov
As soon as she boarded the plane,my chest felt like someone ripped my heart out and threw it halfway across the world. I was numb to the point that I blocked everything out. It was like that for about a week and then I started feeling again. Pain. All I felt was pain. All I ever thought about was how I let her leave so easily, I didn't even try to fight for her. During interviews I didn't talk as much and you could tell something was off. Performing was the only thing that made me feel something other than pain but when it ended so did my happiness. I locked myself in the hotel room and wrote. Everything I wrote came out in the form of a song. "What are you calling it," Luke said behind me. "What are you doing in here?," I grumbled. "We're sharing a room Mike. Now what's it called?," he asked sitting beside me. "Jet black heart," I said softly sliding the paper over to him. "This is about Rosalie isn't?" Luke asked sliding the paper back over. I nodded sliding the paper under my phone. Throughout the month it got easier to be happy, of course there were still days when I wanted to call her up and beg to come back but something stopped me. We were in Los angeles for a while just taking a break from touring before the next show. Luke and Ashton went to go write a song while Cal and I went to explore. We went to a little cafe before going to the video game store. "Have you heard from Rose?" I asked taking a sip of my coffee.
He nodded pulling out his phone. "She doesn't seem like herself and I don't know if it's about what happened or something else. I've tried to get her to tell me but she just brushes it off. You need to talk to her Michael I feel like something happened."
The cafe was bustling with business but I wish for just a minute everything would stop. I looked at Calum before pulling my phone and typing a quick message to her. "Before you send it let me hear what you have," He said nodding towards my phone.
"Hey Rosalie. I know I might be the last person you want to hear from but I'm sorry. I shouldn't have gotten mad at you like that I was just scared but that doesn't give me the right to yell at you. I'm in LA for a while if you want to talk about things. Calum said you seem off. Is something bothering you? I care about you alot... I'm sorry," I read looking at Calum for his approval. "Send it," He said.
We pretty much wasted the rest of the day and when we got back to the hotel room we ordered pizza and then went our separate ways. Ashton was asleep in the bed next me so I was left by myself. I plugged my phone up and rolled over trying to go to sleep. Rosalie never answered not surprising because I wouldn't want to talk to me either. I was almost asleep when I heard my phone vibrating on the nightstand. "Hello?" I said groggily. I couldn't hear anything but sniffles and tiny sobs.
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Rasasvada//MGC
Hayran KurguRosalie finds her self falling in love for the first time and it happens to be with her best friend Michael. After trying to comes to terms with it she tries to pass it off as nothing when she knows deep down this is more than nothing.
