Steps We Take.❀

Step 7: happened when I walked out the door.[Part 1]

"Annaleah.." Kendall barely says as I close the door gently. 

I walk over and sit the farthest away from him as I can on the bed. It was quite awkward, none of us knowing what to say each other. One slip of the tongue could have us together, or not even talking at all. Kendall picks at his stubby nails, biting them every few minutes. I play with the loose thread on my shirt, but then decide enough is enough.

"Why'd you do it?" I ask him, hurt clearly in my voice. 

"Honestly, it was all just in the moment. I felt like we were the only two people in the world, but I realize now that I was wrong," he replies, not making any eye contact. "And I'm sorry."

"Kendall, sorry doesn't fix everything." I bring my knees up to my chest, holding them there. "You hurt me so bad."

"I said I was sorry, I don't know what else you want me to." I shrug my shoulders. "Well?"

"Well what?" I ask him couriously. Does he not understand still? I'm sure as hell if I did that to him he would go bizurk on me. I think it was better off when we were just friends, no pressure or anything. I get up and head to the door. I'm obviously wasting my time here. Kendall notices and quickly slams the door shut.

"Uh, uh, uh , uh," he says laying a hand arouns my waist. "Where do you think you're going? We're not done here."

"I'm done, Kendall. I can't do this anymore. You played me and now you get to loose me."

"Oh, no. You're not going anywhere for awhile."

Kendall grabs my shoulder and twists me around to meet his lips. I flinch a bit, his breath still smelling like last nights achohol. I look down, trying to avoid his electric green eyes, but that soon fails when he lifts my chin to meet his. He smashes our lips together sloppily, I trying to pull away put his forces making me stay. 

"LOGAN," I yell out when he breaks to take off his shirt. I bang on the wooden door loudly, soon realizing he locked it both ways.

"No use, no one can hear your screams," Kendall responds, now down to his boxers. "You're so beautiful and I can finally get what I want tonight."