"IM DONE! I DON'T WANT TO GET MARRIED ANYMORE!" Demi said throwing the ring at me. My heart completely stopped. How can I be so stupid and call her such a name.
"Demi..I didn't mean to call you a bitch...I'm sorry just please..don't go."I said crying so hard that it hurt.
"Sorry I need some space." She said walking out the door.
I fell to the floor and tried to take everything in. Was I really losing the love of my life again? How though..I can't lose my only reason to live. There's only one way to take away the pain..relapse. I walked to the bathroom and threw my shaver and took out the blade. I pressed it against my skin and watched as the blood dripped. I cleaned the blood and got into my hoodie and cried myself to sleep.
I woke up feeling weak. I've never felt like this before. I needed to get Demi back and that's when I remembered today Demi was doing a live show for Xfactor. I knew what I had to do. I'm gonna have to put my social anxiety to the side.
I grabbed my keys and drove to Xfactor live shows. They let me in knowing me and Demi were together. I saw Bruno Mars backstage because he was gonna perform.
"Hey Bruno!"
"Oh hey, Demis girl right?" He asked me.
" yeah..I need a favor."
"Um sure depends on what it is."
"Can you sing marry you and have me sing with you?"
"Why?"
"Fight with Demi..."
"We'll I love storied about love so yeah sure lemme just tell the band."
"Alright thanks boo"I said hugging him. He went to his band and told them the song.
"From Hawaii to America and a whole bunch of number one hits, here singing his single marry you, mr.bruno mars and a special guest?" Mario said .
"Hey guys, I'm Bruno Mars and this one is for that special lady." Bruno said,
"Hit it!"
I started off coming from the side.
"Cause it's a beautiful night, we're looking for something dumb to do, hey baby I think I wanna marry you."
I walked to Demi as she looked down. I grabbed her hand. I grabbed the ring from my pocket and placed it on her finger.
I bent down and looked in her eyes. She looked in mine with tears.
"Demi..it's a beautiful night we're looking for something dumb to do, hey baby, I KNOW I wanna marry you. Is it the look in your eyes or is it this dancing juice hey baby I KNOW I wanna marry you" I sang lastly.
I breathed so hard. I was so nervous about what she would say. I hugged her and whispered in her ear.
"Please baby, I'm so sorry, I love you." I said kissing her cheek after.
It got silent and everyone waited for her response,
"Y-yeah..I'll marry you" she said kissing me. I smiled wide, wider than her. I ran backstage because they needed to go by time. I went into Demis dressing room and sat on a black leather couch. After an hour Demi walked in. I was a bit nervous on what she would say. I sent her a small smile.
I got up from the couch."Demi I'm sorry if I hurt you and I'm sorry if I just embarrassed you and I'm sorry I'm probably the worst person ever. I'm so sorry I didn't-"
Demi interrupted me by pushing me on the couch and kissing my lips.
"Does that mean you forgive me?" I asked,
"Of course " she said kissing me hard. I wrapped my arms around her waist as we made out. My hands when up and down her back unzipping her blue dress slowly. She moved her arms from my neck and touched my arms and I accidentally jumped and flinched. The jacket touched my cuts.
"What's wrong?" Demi asked looking at me worriedly.
"Oh nothing" I said kissing her again. She started swaying her hips and grinding on me. I let out a little moan as I got a little horny. She put her hand in my pants then found her way to inside my panties and she rubbed me a bit and I moaned louder.
"Tease..." I said. Demi gripped herself but as she did she touched my arms again making me squeal this time because she put her weight on my arm as support. She rapidly jumped up when I squealed, making her take her hands out of my pants.
"Babe I'm sorry did I hurt you? Is it my weight?" She asked looking down." Am I heavy?" She asked sadly. I kissed her.
"No baby of course not."
Then I think it clicked to her brain.
"Can I see your arms?" She asked trying to pull up my sleeves.
"Why baby?"
"Because I wanna see why you keep squealing"
"I'm fine babe" I said kissing her neck. She stopped me and pulled up my sleeve. Tears and anger formed into her eyes. I knew she was disappointed.
"D-Demi I'm sorry I didn't wanna lose you."
She looked at me and stayed quiet. She still had disappointment in her eyes. She backed away slowly.
"Demi?"
"Go home, I'm going for a drive" Demi said as her voice broke.
"Dems I'm sorry."
"No no it's ok." She said breaking, she grabbed her jacket and keys and walked out the dressing room door.
"I'm sorry.." I said so low it sounded like a whisper as she left.
