VALEN: The Gift of Family

4

I didn't even remember when or if I fell asleep that night. That whole night I just remember crying. Then before I knew it I was walking in the day light.
That entire day I spent in going random directions. Trying to get myself as lost as possible. To try to stay away from the hunters and from Ash's pack.
I even remember running a couple times. I can't really say from what, but I remember being scared. So it might have been a threat. But it wasn't until night when I wanted to find Ash. I was starting to regret leaving. What other pack member would stop and spend a whole couple days with some dying White wolf? I knew from the very beginning that it was a life changing opportunity and I turned it down. Hell I probably wouldn't even be with the pack. At most I would be the omega.
But what dose it matter now? I left. I'm alone. I don't have a home, I don't have a family. I don't even know where I'm from! I feel... I don't know, sick? This is stupid. I should've stayed. Not to have a pack but to be with Ash.
But he lied to me,
I can't trust him. He might not even be who I fell in love with. He might be the complete opposite of who he says he is.
Now here are all the regrets. I can't believe myself. I left because of a lie, a life changing one...and because I was so stupid I turned down a life changing opportunity!

That night I walked, in to a cave that looked rather similar to the one me and Wind were in. But I could easily tell that it was a different one. I could feel the tears in my eyes watering up, that thought of caring for a wolf who was younger then I. Then when Ash found us I got a feeling... A very strange one. But I knew exactly what it was...a sense of family. All night long I kept dreaming about that. And I woke every half an hour. It was a bad night. The first I spent alone ever since I met Ash. Of course I spent nights alone. Now that I think of it when I met Ash that was the first time I'd ever been with someone. And it was only for a few days. Yet it felt so different being alone. As if I didn't have anything to wake up too. Who am I kidding, I miss Ash. Heck I would be delighted to see Ophy. It would at least be nice to see a similar face. I may not be with the pact but at least I could dream of them.

That night I could here things outside the cave. Almost every time I woke up I heard something. I could hear breathing, twigs breaking, and leaves being crunched. But I didn't care. If it was a threat it would have got me already.
Either that or it hasn't found me yet.