Supernatural preferences and one shots

Nothing can compare(Sad Dean Oneshot

You were done hunting . Not just with Sam and Dean but altogether . You and Dean were best friends. Until he got a girlfriend . One week after he slept with you . So here you were . Stuff packed . Saying goodbye to Sam . You were headed out the door . Dean stepped in front of you his anger clearly evident . "So after everything you are just gonna leave . Just gonna magically disappear and live the apple pie life. Damnit we were supposed to be friends." Dean yelled at you . " Dean I can't stay . I've never wanted to be just your friend. I've always wanted more but for the jobs sake I tried to be the mature one and not let my personal feelings stand in the way. But now I have to leave Dean." You replied as calmly as you could . " why now ? Why not a year ago before we got close ? Why now when we became like family." Dean said now showing he was more hurt than angry . " you know Dean , it hurt when I realized you didn't love me after we slept together . But nothing in this god forsaken world can compare to the pain I felt as I had to watch you fall in love with her . How when she enters the room your face lights up . How you finally let that gorgeous smile you have shine through . When it should be me . Don't get me wrong I'm so glad you found someone that's able to make you as happy as you deserve . But now it's my turn to be happy. I can't live in constant pain with a constant reminder of what I'll never have." You say as the tears fall down your face . You walk out and to your car with out looking back. You drive down the road not knowing where you going. All you knew was that one day you'd be okay . One day .