Dreaming Big (sequel to A Fairytale Ending Beau Brooks/Janoskian fan fiction)

Chapter 15 London's calling!

I was sitting between Jai and Luke on the airplane, Beau wanted to sit with James and Skip so I was stuck with the twins; I love them dearly of course.

"You excited to be heading back to your home country?"

Jai says nudging my side.

"Yeah, feel privileged that my mums allowing all of us to stay in her house again!"

Yes once again the boys will be in my house, we managed it once before so i'm sure we'll be able to again.

"If you want someone to go with you when you have therapy, i'll go with you!"

Luke says holding my hand and giving me a smile. I still hadn't told Beau yet and the boys had kept their promise to me, they have been very supportive this last week.

"Thank you so much Luke, it means a lot! I love you guys so much!"

I gave them a kiss on the cheek and plugged one headphone in my ear so that I could hear what they were saying whilst listening to my music. We were 3/4 into our flight which was good, I couldn't stand the smell of airplane food any longer and I wanted to see my mum and family!

I got off the plane and walked hand in hand with Beau as we we're mobbed with fans, they knew how to make me smile even when times aren't good at the moment! I had a few photos with some and they even gave me gifts that were wrapped I put them in my bag and gave them a kiss on the cheek before heading out to our mini bus that would be taking us to my mums house. I was rather excited to see my family and friends it was hard because of the long distance and different time zones but now I was in my home country once again!

"You excited to see your family?"

Beau says as the bus pulled away.

"Yeah I have missed them, but we've got our show tonight which should be good!"

It was 3am in England, our show was in over 16 hours time which was great because I needed a nap in my bed and some time to see family and friends. I would keep the cancer in the back of my head, hope ironic? So that it wouldn't bother me or make me cry; but when I was with the twins I would cry and talk about it. I stared out the window, there was hardly any traffic on the road which was good, I just wanted to crash out on my bed; you couldn't really sleep on airplane seats without waking up with a stiff neck.

I stepped through the door and ran into my mums arms, she had tears swelling in her eyes. Everything still looked the same from last time I was here, even my bedroom looked the same. My mum had borrowed 2 cots from my aunt which she had up in her loft for the twins to sleep in, I put Lils and Daniel in their cots and kissed their foreheads.

"I'm going to head to bed, i'm shattered night guys love you!"

I say, I took off my bottoms and just slept in my top and knickers, I couldn't be bothered to rummage around for my proper pyjamas! I got under the covers and closed my eyes drifting off instantly. I could feel Beau's arms wrap around my stomach pulling me closer to him, I turned over and faced him placing a hand on his cheek.

"Love you too!"

He says kissing my lips. I snuggle my head into his chest and drift back off, I was trying so hard not to cry and I succeeded which was rare for me!

I was woken up by my mum, she was staring at me waiting for me to wake up.

"Morning princess!"

She says giving me a kiss on the forehead. I began to cry in front of her, I buried my head in the pillow so that she wouldn't see me. She laid on the bed next to me and placed her hand around my shoulder pulling me in closer to her.