Dreaming Big (sequel to A Fairytale Ending Beau Brooks/Janoskian fan fiction)

Chapter 17 The decision

Its been a week since I was kidnapped, I thought I would've been dead within 3 days but the bastards would give me water every two days! I was showing or beginning to show every bone in my body, this was torture and I wanted to get out of it! I woke up on a cold concrete table, I was shackled by my wrists and ankles, I was able to move them but not enough to fight my way out of them. Crowded around me was Bobby and Ryan with smug faces, I hated them so much and I had no fear towards them! Whatever they had planned I just wanted to be over. Every inch of my body was either bruised or cut and you was unable to touch me!

"Wow i'm surprised your still alive!"

Bobby says looking at me.

"Unfortunately!"

I mumbled to myself.

"Your still not skinny enough for my liking!"

Bobby says touching my sides examining my body.

"My body was perfect until you starved me! Fucking idiot!"

I hissed back, how dare he say I wasn't the right size for him! I tried to squirm out of the shackles but it was no use, even if my wrists were the size of twigs I couldn't get away!

I felt a sharp pain in the side of my stomach, as much as I wanted to scream, I didn't want to and I had no energy left. I felt a long tube being stuffed into my stomach and could feel the contents being sucked out of me! I closed my eyes imagining the pain away, I pictured Beau and I laying on the beach with Lils and Daniel as toddlers running around in the sand. I opened my eyes to find I was still in the room, a few tears escaped my eyes, I wiped them on my shoulder and stared up at the ceiling!

"All done!"

Ryan says in a cheery voice, of course I was going to be happy with whatever they have done to me! They untied me and carried me back into my little room, I had no energy to fight back, because they were a lot stronger than me they would of hurt me back. They threw me down on the floor, causing me to land on my arm. I screamed out in pain, I looked down at my arm to see it was broken, I sat my self up and flopped my arm on my lap. I had never felt pain like it plus on top of that my stomach was hurting and blood was pouring out of me! Why cant I just die right here and now!

*Beau's pov*

Its been a week since I last saw Hollie, Maxine is worrying to death, mums been out making calls to try and find her, and I've been crying everyday and night since.

"Any news?"

I ask stepping into the lounge, everyone's eyes were on me looking sad and miserable, I take that as a no then! I sat down on the sofa and took Lils off Luke, she looked just like her mother. I cradled her in my arms for a while before giving her a bottle of milk.

"We will find her Beau, you can count on it!"

Jai says wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

"We've ordered a police officer round!"

Megan says, she's been living with us while we've been out hunting for Hollie. She is such a good friend to her and us! Ri, Ariana and Lauren are coming over in a few days to help us search! I hope she isn't dead!

"I'm going to go for a walk"

I say, I know I would get ambushed by fans but I didn't care, I wanted to just get away from the family and have some me time!

I walked around for miles, I came to a park called Langdon Hills near where we were living. It was a huge park, big enough for me to get away from everything and to not get caught by fans! I sat down on a bench and looked at the scenery around me, it was a beautiful place and luckily the weather wasn't too shit. I pulled out my phone and looked at the photo on the lock screen, it was a photo of Hollie and I kissing on the beach. My eyes started to fill with tears again, I wiped them away and dialled Hollie's number, that's all that all of us have been doing! It went straight to voice-mail, I liked to ring her to listen to her voice on the answer machine.

"Holls its Beau...again! I miss you baby and please come home I love you soo soo much!"

I ended the recording and sat back with my face buried in my hands! Please come back to me Hollie that's all I want.....please!

*Hollie's pov*

I was unable to move my arm, it was completely numb. I looked around the room and came across a cabinet, I crawled over to it and undid the draws slowly. In there I found an old blue shirt, I stripped it and made a sling for myself using my mouth and free arm that I had. I searched around in the draws and came across a few pens, some paperwork and a scalpel. I took it out the draw and shuffled back into my corner, I opened it up to see a long blade. As much as I wanted to get rescued and see my family again, I didn't want to be in pain any longer. I played about with the knife in my hand for a while thinking of what to do whether to just end it here or wait around and die slowly?

"It is selfish for me to take my life, but I cant be hurt any longer!"

I whisper to myself. I take the blade and wound it down until it was a sensible length. I peeled back a layer of the sling from my arm and looked down at the boney hand and wrist that was in front of me.

"I love you Beau, never forget me..."

I stabbed the knife straight into my wrist, the pain I couldn't feel, where my arm was so numb from being broken I felt nothing. I watched as the blood made a puddle on the floor. I hid the knife inside my shoe so Bobby and Ryan wouldn't find it. I sat their with my eyes closed picturing me with my family, everything went black....was this my end?

(Sorry this took so long guys but here it is, sorry if its not very long but the next chapter will be! Please vote and comment I love feedback #LoveMyReaders <3 Hollie xox)