Love is Limitless (Sequel to The Locker) (Completed)

Chapter 4

Kayden's P.O.V.

"Get out." I bark, at the fake, easy blonde sitting in the passenger seat of my car. When I brought her to the house to get a reaction out of Riley, I didn't expect what happened to happen. Riley seemed as though she couldn't care less about this loose girl hanging on my arms. She was her sweet, happy, vibrant self and it really pissed me off. I wanted her to feel jealous, I wanted her to get angry with me, hit me, yell at me, do anything but just sit there. I wanted her to hate me so much that she will never talk to me again, but I think I have already acomplished that. Riley is perfect, she is beautiful without even trying, she is so smart, and her smile, it's contagious. She deserves better than me, better than what I can give her. I love her more than she will ever even realise, I always have and I always will.

I look at the annoying girl to the right of me, "Why the fuck are you still here? I said get out!" I shout waving my hand toward her side of he door.

"Oh, come on Kayden, the night is still young. We still have time to have some fun." She whispers in my ear while rubbing her hands up and down my thigh. She has no effect on me in the slightest, her actions just make me want to push her out of my car. 

I firmly move her hand away from my thigh, "No. We can't." I say trying to control my anger that is ready to boil over.

"Sure we can, baby. You just need to loosen up a little." She says kissing my neck.

"No thanks, Chelsea. I think you are loose enough for the both of us. Now for the last time, will you please get the fuck out of my car!" I demand firmly, making her sit back in her seat. She looks at me in shock, then dramatically gathers her stuff together, yelling curse words in the process.

She leaves my car, with a slam of the door and I speed off, not sure of where I am going. As I am at a red light, my phone begins to vibrate. I look at the caller I.D. and notice it's one of my 'friends' Brennan. Though I am not to fond of this guy, I answer it anyway. "Hello?" .

"Hey dude, you goin' to Mike's party tonight? It's supposed to be sick." I forgot about that lame ass party some kid Mike throws every year, he always wants to have the first party of the year, it's rather stupid if you ask me.

"Nah man, I think I'll pass." I tell Brennan. Who want's to go to a party on saturday night anyway? Half of the teenager population. My subconcious mind butts in. 

"Come on bro, don't be such a wimp." Brennan pushes, making me aggravated. I sigh and think about it. Maybe I should go, to take my mind off of everything. This whole situation with Riley is getting me so wound up, I could use a few drinks...or more. Anything really to take my mind off of her.

"Alright, fine." I tell Brennan. He informs me that the party starts at eight, so I have an hour before I have to be there. I stop driving around in a circle, now having somewhere to go, I make my way back to my house. I feel a little nervous that Riley and her family might still be there, but it's been almost two and half hours since I stopped by. Plus, it's my house and I can come and go as I please. 

I pull up into the driveway, and see no signs of their car, so I get out and walk towards the door. When I walk in I hear people talking in the living room, but I ignore it and make my way up the steps. Then suddenly I hear the talking stop and I look over the railing in the living room, my mom is staring up at me with her arms crossed. "What?" I ask, already knowing what she is about to say. 

"What the hell is the matter with you?" she says firmly. I begin to walk back down the stairs so I can speak with her better.

"Who were you talking to?" I respond, avoiding her question.

"I was on the phone. Now answer me." she demands. I look down at my feet, feeling guilty and ashamed. "Who do you think you are bringing some random, slutty girl into my house? Skipping out on our family dinners as if you have a choice. Ignoring Riley, like she means nothing to you. I know this has something to do with her, but it doesn't give you the right to hurt her like that. If you don't fix things with her and make things right again, then you will lose her Kayden,garunteed, do you understand?" I nod my head, and try to hide the pain in my chest as I imagine what my life would be like without her in it. I know she is right, about all of it. "You know, I thought she meant so much to you, I really did. But I guess I was wrong..." My mom says, obviously upset. She looks away and walks into the kitchen as I stay frozen in the living room. I do care about her, so much. That is why I am doing this, my mom doesn't understand, and explaining it to her would just be a waste of time.

I walk back up to room, but as I am passing Finn's room, I notice his door is wide open. "Finn?" I ask, unsure if he is even in his room, he never leaves his door open. 

"What do you want?" he asks harshly.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I bite back. He looks at me, anger clear in his eyes. Then suddenly I am being shoved up against the wall with my shirt balled up in my brothers fists. 

"What's wrong with me?? How do you even have the nerve to say that? You just barge in this damn house, with some whore, purposely trying to hurt Riley! You ruin a perfect family dinner and then just leave, not even having the decency to stay and eat with us, not that we even wanted you there!" I push my brother off of me, about ready to punch him in the face.

"Just shut the hell up Finn! You have no idea what you are even talking about!!" I shout back in his face. I turn to leave, so I don't do or say anything that I will regret.

"I know that Riley cares about you, more than anything or anyone. I know that you are such a little prick, that you don't even have the nerve to tell her that you don't want to be with her. But what I have no fucking clue about, is why you have to go and hurt her like that, I mean what the fuck did she do to you?!" he yells, making an echo bounce off the bedroom walls.

"Everything!! She has done everything to me!! She is constantly invading my thoughts, making me feel certain ways that I can't control, she drives me absolutely insane! And you know what sucks? I can't do a single goddamned thing about it! I figured, if I hurt her enough, then she won't want to be with me. She deserves better Finn. We both know that." We are both breathing heavily from our sudden outbursts. Finn, just stares at the ground, as if he is processing what I just said. I walk over to his bed and sit on.

"I can't disagree with you there. She does deserve so much better than you, I know that for a fact." Finn says, not sugar coating any of it. He walks over to the bed and sits on the edge of it, next to me. "But I also know that nobody will ever love her as much as you do." He's right. I love her with everything I have. I look down at my feet feeling hopeless once again.

"What the hell am I supposed to do? I'm pretty sure she never wants to speak, let alone, see me again." I say mindlessly running my fingers through my hair. I put my head in my hands, feeling as though I have nothing left to live for.

"You're right." Finn says. I give him a 'what the fuck?' look. "But it doesn't hurt to try." he concludes. This gives me a boost of hope, screw that stupid party. I am going to call her. Right now. I'll do whatever it takes to make her mine. 

A/N: Sorry for the late update, I just started track which means by the end of the day I am exhausted. Anyway, I hope you guys liked this chapter. What are your thoughts or opinions about Kayden? Should Riley give him another chance? I want to know how you're feeling about this whole mess that they are in. Maybe if things are so complicated, then they are better off apart? Or maybe there love for each other is so strong, that nothing could separate them. Do you guys think their relationship will last? Comment your thoughts and opinions in the comments section or my message board. And don't forget to vote! Thank you so much:)- jade