" come on flame brain before I drop her in the water"
Natsu is running at full speed but he doesn't get there in time. I fall but not in the water. I grab onto the edge of the dock where no one can see me and I monkey bar this thing and swing under the dock.
"WHAT DID YOU DO GRAY. I CANT FIND Y/N"
"It's not my fault she ran away from you ash-for-brains"
"Y/N. Y/N WHERE ARE YOU"
I let go dipping into the water trying not to make any noise. I swam to shore without anybody noticing. But Lucy noticed. She sneaked away and followed me.
"Hey y/n Natsu is looking for you but I'm sure he doesn't really care" at this point the beach wasn't in sight.
"He does and I'm just getting back at him for pulling me off the bed"
"I'm not sure that's the case. He doesn't care about you. After all he liked ME first"
"Yeah and now he likes me" I turned around facing Lucy and crossed my arms
"Really. Cause Natsu kissed me last night while we you were asleep"
She started circling me. Whispering these things in my ear. Then she stopped when she was was behind me and whispered.
"And we did it all night long"
"That's not true"
"Oh... Really... Care to see for yourself"
She played the video on her phone. I was in shock. Not knowing how to react or what to do. I ran to the hotel, packed and ran to the train. Not telling any one where I went or why.
Natsu's pov
I can't find y/n and I'm getting worried. Maybe she just went back to the hotel and tricked us all. But when I got back to the hotel I didn't see her stuff or her. I felt hurt by y/n not telling me she left. I grabbed my duffle bag and went to the train with the others.
~~~~time skip to guild~~~~
Y/n wasn't at the guild so I went to our house hoping she was home. I unlocked the door and saw a horrible sight.
Y/N's pov
I went straight home. Feeling useless. Not worthy of any one. I saw a knife and looked at my reflection. I knew it wasn't good but it's what I thought I deserved. I took the knife. I gripped it firmly with both hands. Placed in on my chest where my heart is.
"If it's destroyed on the inside I might as well destroy it on the outside"
I heard the door handle jiggle and I got scared and ended up pushing the knife into me. About 4 inches deep. I collapsed into the ground. My world fell apart. Crumbled before my eyes. Broke me. It's all gone. I saw Natsu. He looked mad. Disappointed. Shocked. Worried. Desperate. All in one. I closed my eyes to end it all.
Now
Here
Make the pain end.
Make it disappear
Forever lost never to be found
