Chapter 18 (A)

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After coming inside the room, Naina was crying... She was hurt but she was hurt to see Rajveer hurting himself and punishing him for Naveen's death... There was a time when Naina hated him for killing Naveen, but after understanding in what circumstances he took that decision, after coming to know about Naveen's mental and physical condition at that time and after knowing Rajveer's guilt for taking that step, she realized that the step Rajveer took at that time, was appropriate according to the situation. She realised that if she would have been on Rajveer's place and her brother would have requested her, begged her for freeing him from that painful life, and then may be she would have also taken that step... After all she loves her brother, loves him enough to not to see him in pain, to not to see him dying at every moment, to not to see him defeated from his painful life... She has accepted and realised that it was not Rajver who killed her brother, it was Lala Gehlot because of whom her brother was accused to be a traitor, it was because of him her brother was tortured brutally, it was because of him her brother was broken, physically, mentally, emotional.. If there was someone to be blamed for Naveen's death then It was Dr. Ritu, who played with naveen's trust and his feelings. It was Ritu who cheated her brother. If she wouldn't have come into Naveen's life then his brother would have been alive, would have been living happily... Rajveer was not the one responsible for Naveen's death... If he was responsible for anything, then for freeing Naveen from his painful life, freeing him from that torture and for giving him a peaceful death... Yes Naina took her time to understand this, to realised this... But she also realised one more thing that is Rajveer gave her brother his peace by freeing him from every pain, from every accusation, but in all that he lost his peace... From the moment he shot naveen, he is living in guilt... He is frustrated from himself... He blamed himself for killing his best friend, from snatching Naina's brother from her, from snatching their son from Naina's parents... From Rajveer's diary she has felt Rajveer's pain, his helplessness, his anger towards himself... She knows that Rajveer had sacrificed everything, his every happiness for proving Naveen's innocence... Rajveer freed Naveen but what he got in return... Accusation, guilt, sleepless nights, nightmares, her and her family's blame, their hatred... What Rajveer did for Naveen no one can do that for anyone... If Rajveer wanted then he would have lived his life without any guilt, after all Naveen was running from the army, he was an absconder and declared a traitor.. If not Rajveer then somebody else would have shot him and that somebody else wouldn't have felt guilty instead he would have felt proud for killing a traitor... And moreover it was Naveen who forced Rajveer to shot him... But Rajveer was a true friend... He believed in Naveen's innocence when nobody believed... He wanted to save him and did everything in his power to save him, when even his relatives and other friends abandoned him... and in the last Rajveer freed Naveen by accepting lifelong pain and guilt for himself... And if Rajveer wouldn't have disclosed this truth to Naina then she wouldn't have ever come to know about this... But still he told the truth to her... He knew that she would hate him... He knew that he won't be able to see her hating him... He knew that he loves her and if he discloses this truth to her then he will lost her for forever... But still he chose to disclose the truth, accepted Naina's hatred, her anger... Naina's has realised Rajveer's selfless love for her and for her brother... She has realised that Rajveer has suffered a lot and sacrificed everything for her brother and for her... She was feeling guilty for hating him... But she was feeling so much pain by seeing Rajveer feeling guilty for Naveen's death, for punishing himself... He sacrificed his everything and now he even sacrificed his love too... His love, his naina for whom he did everything, he sacrificed her too, and why? because her parents blames him for their son's death, his friend hates him for his friend's death, and moreover he himself feels guilty for shooting naveen, for snatching naina's brother form her, for giving her pain... today Naina is crying, feeling devastated but not for her but for Rajveer... She knew that Rajveer suffered a lot throughout his life, how much more he is going to suffer?... She knows he sacrificed his everything for her, for her brother, how much more is he going to sacrifice?? She knows that he has bear a lot of pain, how much more pain is he going to bear????

Rajveer and Naina FF: Drenched In Your Loveजहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें