Rajveer and Naina FF: Drenched In Your Love

Author's Note

Hey guys...  First of all I am really very very very sorry for not updating for so long and for becoming invisible....  I know you all must be very irritated, disappointed and frustrated with my disappearance.....  But I have my reasons, reasons which I couldn't avoid,  for all this....  I am not here to justify myself or to give excuses but to tell you all that like you all, I am too a Raina fan and love all the RN stories including mine....  I don't like when a story is left incomplete...  Then how can I do that myself with my story.....  I didn't update my story for so long but not a single day passes when I won't think of updating my story......

So much happened in my life and still happening, that made me force to prioritize my responsibilities and chose the most crucial one...  And as a result I was bound to chose responsibilities of a daughter,  over responsibilities of an writer....
My mother met with an accident and she broke her both bones of right leg....  Doctor suggested surgery so she underwent a surgery..... As she broke her leg, so she was supposed to be on bed rest for starting one-two months.... She is a diabetic patient, so we need to take care of her a lot more,  as her chances of recovery were slow down by her diabetics.... I am her only girl child so obviously I was supposed to take care of her everything....  She was admitted in the hospital for 15 days and I was there with her 24*7.... I took care of her everything....  When she came home then also she was supposed to take rest and once again all her responsibilities were on me...  To make thing worse for me,  my sister in law went to her parents house,  as she was 6 months pregnant at that time and she thought here she won't get proper rest as now my mother was on bed rest....  So besides my mom's responsibilities, all the household responsibilities also fell on me.....  I was doing everything,  every single thing...  From morning till night I used to be busy in doing all the household works and taking care of my mother and whole night I used to massage my mother's leg, as she used to get a lot of pain,  especially in night because of which she won't sleep at all..  And my massage used to give some relief because of which she used to sleep for few hours.....
I can't tell you that how much busy I was, I was not getting time for rest myself properly.....  How many times I fall sick I don't even remember but still I was doing everything....  Because If I won't then who else?  ... My father and brother used to go on their work and I used to be alone with my mother,  to do everything.... My Mother is suffering from depression too,  and her this accident made her more depressed....  And I was left alone to deal with her depression and her mood swings...
These past few months were like a nightmare for me where I missed few very important exams of my life and wrote the most important one without opening my book even for a second and as a result I couldn't clear my exam.....  My personal and professional life went on a total toss...  My life was a mess, literally a mess....
Last month my sis in law delivered baby boy and then again I was loaded with all the works and shopping related to the baby.... My sister in law is still at her home and will be coming after holi..... So I am doing to and for from my house to her house... I was doing household works,  I was doing outside works,  I was doing bank works,  I was taking my mom to doctor for her regular checkups and I was beating her depressed state too...and now taking my nephew for his checkups and vaccinations.....

But as they say hard works pay..... My mother recovered pretty much now....  Her bones are 90% healed...  And now she is doing her works herself.....  And even helping me by cooking food and I do rest of the works....  Her depression treatment is going on and we are able to see the recovery in that area too.... 

Many times I thought of updating but I couldn't even get a single minute to spare for writing.....  In all these past months I became weak,  I fall sick many times and right now too I am suffering from fever....  But still I am doing all the works... 
I saw all your comments and ur messages and trust me they made me feel so sad....  I was frustrated on myself.. Many times I thought of posting this author note but then I thought just few days more and everything will be fine and I will give update directly to surprise you all...  But nothing happened as I planned...
Even now I thought of updating but then now I am suffering from fever and on 28th I am having a bank exam and I didn't study for that even for a second...  May be from tomorrow I will be able to study.....
I am here to tell you guys that I didn't forget my story nor you people....  It's just I am unable to take out time for myself and for writing..... Right now things are settling down but for me it will still take one or two week, as I am shiftting from my home after holi, to a new city for my professional life...  So I want to tell you guys that I am missing you all,  missing writing my story and updating it and then reading all your amazing comments and that I want to come back as soon as possible...and I won't leave my story incomplete in any case..... I will update it and finish it too.... So once I will shift and settle down in my pg I will update as soon as possible....  Which means you will be getting update before 10 that Match....  I am sorry guys that you still have to wait for few days but as I said nothing is in my hand and I am unable to update at this moment.....

I just want to thanks to all of you for your patience and love for my story and want to say that please be with me, support me and understand me like you always do....
And I love you guys so much and I will be back soon.......
Take care all of you.....