Chapter 1

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AN: Hi everybody!!! MORE LIKE HEYYYY EVERYBODY WE DONT HA okay okay. Anyways hi everyone & welcome to my story "Your Gray Eyes" a Zayn AU !!I hope you all like this first chapter and please tell me if u want me to continue or nahh. Lmao but ily all and an at the end(:!

Maia's POV

"MOM WHAT THE FUCK I NEVER EVEN ASKED YOU TO SIGN ME UP FOR ANYTHING FAR ALONE SEND ME THE WHOLE WAY ACROSS THE FUCKING WORLD" I yelled at my mom as she looks at me with pleading eyes to just agree.

"Honey please, I just want you to go for the best and your aunt Susie is getting married just please." Mom says calmly.

"Mom a no is a no I'm not going I don't give a fuck about whoever is getting married okay?" I say to mom looking at her with tears in my eyes.

As much as you all may think I'm crazy right now, yelling at my mom and saying "fuck", well I am actually crazy .

But when your mom tells you that your leaving to England for the WHOLE FUCKING SUMMER and summer starts next week then wouldn't you be freaking out?

I mean I was planning things with my boyfriend, with my friends and with my bed. As much as I love my mom, it's just not happening for me this summer.

Have I mentioned? So basically all the friends I have are Emily and Coinda. I can tell you that they probably were my only friends all of junior year.

And Mike, my boyfriend who is the love of my life and lets just say he's a lady's man.

"Maia that is ENOUGH. You are going to England that is FINAL. IF YOU THINK YOUR THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN YELL AND CURSE YOU ARE FUCKING MISTAKEN." She yells as she leaves to the kitchen, leaving me alone in the living room.

I just stand. I don't know what I'm gonna say to mike oh my god he's gonna be devastated.

And Emily? She's gonna whack my ass for sure.

And Coinda? Oh god their all gonna be so devastated.

I walk up my stairs to my room and just look out the window. Just stare. Just look at the kids at the park having fun and holding their dads hands.

I look in the mirror and notice their tears falling down my cheeks and I haven't even noticed. I wipe them off and grab the picture of me and my dad from my table.

As I look at it, more and more tears come out. But then I stop myself and my eyes turn to anger, my tears turn to anger. All of a sudden I'm just holding onto the picture frame and breathing hard.

I just stare and smash it on the ground. The glass shatters everywhere and I have never felt so happy.

I cover my face with my hands and sob. "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you" I whisper to myself as I stare at the picture.

I pick up the glass pieces, and my hands start getting cut. While I'm throwing the frame away I take out the picture and set it on the table.

"Anger is our natural defense against pain. So when I say I hate you, it really means you hurt me."
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