Your Gray Eyes // Zayn AU

Chapter 15

Maia's POV:

We get back from the amusement park and we all head to Kendall&Tim's room to hang out.

I walk in and see everyone around the tv and screaming.

I see Kendall on the phone with someone and smiling at me.

I walk to the couch and sit next to Sammy. I sit awkwardly and then go on my phone.

"ATTENTION EVERYONE okay so I have some news." Kendall says, "Let's go to a party!! It's my friends Amy's birthday and she told me to bring y'all!! It's at the Duso club."

My eyes go wide and I automatically have flashbacks from my last party.

I see everyone getting ready to leave but i see Zayn still sitting looking at me.

"Um- I-I-I can't g-go." I say and head to my room.

I hear Zayn say in the background "I can't either." And hear footsteps behind me.

I run to the bathroom in our room and change into an oversized sweatshirt. I look in the mirror and think of the last party.

Flashback:

"Honeybunch you ran last time , but this time we will do it for sure" Mike says pushing me against the headboard.

"No no-n-no p-P-please I-i-I'm o-o-on m-m-my p-period." I remember

"Oh, well then you still need a punishment."

Mike takes off his belt and hits me.

First the leg, then the arm, then my chest , and then my face.

I scream and yell but no one hears me.

Flashback over.

I let out a loud scream and cover my face from all the tears falling.

I hear someone calling my name and banging on the door but I ignore it.

I look in the mirror and at my bruises. I'm so ugly, I'm so so ugly.

I open the door and walk to the couch and sit there "watching tv".

Zayn comes up to me and looks at me worried.

"Maia? Maia? Are you okay? Do you need anything?" Zayn asks with concern in his eyes.

"I-I-I j-j-just n-need s-s-someone. T-t-that's I-I-it." I say grabbing him and hugging him.

He hugs back and I lay in his chest crying and thinking about the last time he had done this for me after that party.

I stop crying and look at him with thankfulness.

"Zayn I just need to let it all out, I need someone to talk to about this." I say to him, "So before I moved here, i had a boyfriend. His name was Mike and we had been dating for about 8 months. I trusted him with everything and I gave him my everything. The night before I had to catch the plane for London, he asks if I wanted to go to a party. I said yes and when we got there he pulled me to a room and tried t-t-to r-r-rape m-me. He said being my b-b-boyfriend was all a bet, and if he had s-s-sex with me then he'd get $1,000. I ended up getting away somehow and when I came here, I felt safer. Then, the party that Kendall and you were at, h-H-he was there. I don't know how and where and when he got there but I was scared out of my mind when he pulled me into the room. H-H-H-he b-b-beat m-m-me he H-H-hit me. I couldn't go to the party because it reminded m-m-Me of h-H-H-him." I say to Zayn and end up crying in his arms again.