Your Gray Eyes // Zayn AU

Chapter 17

Maia's POV:

We make it back to the hotel and i immediately go to the bathroom and take a warm bath with my new bath bomb.

I sit inside and just look at my body. Look at all of my fat. I look in the water and stay in there for about 15 minutes and then get out.

I wear my pajamas and then go in to the bedroom and then hop in bed.

"I know you were lying." I hear a deep British voice say.

I look up from the bed and see Zayn staring straight at me."what are you talking about?"

"You didn't eat at the swimming park, you just wanna be a drama queen and not eat at the restaurant." Zayn says to me straight in my eyes.

"Okay Zayn, you don't know anything fucking about me so don't go all out and act like you watch me every second and you know what the fuck I'm doing. You don't know me. You don't know what I go t-" I say but am cut off.

"Maia shut the fuck up with all your sympathetic stories. I know you were lying and if you would just admit it then it'll all be over."

"Zayn. Just stop. Goodnight." I say and turn off the lights and pull the covers over me.

I hear the door slam and I start tearing up in my pillow.

Why am I such a liar? Why can't I just fucking admit to things? Why can't I just eat?

I sob into my pillow and wonder when Zayns going to come back to sleep.

Or if he will even come back to sleep.

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I wake up to the sun in my face. I get up to close the curtains and notice that Zayn wasn't back. I check the time.  

9:30 am

Shit. Where is zayn? Maia you shouldn't be thinking about him after what happened last night.

I sigh and go to the bathroom to get ready. I wear a cute tied top, a pair of black jeans and a cardigan.

I go to the kitchen and decide on what to eat. I make a strawberry milkshake and chug it down as I hear the door open.

I go to the sink and wash my cup and i start grabbing my keys, phone, and sunglasses to go outside.

I walk out the door without saying anything to Zayn and go to Kendall's room.

I knock on the door and hear shuffling. I wait a minute and still nobody answers. I knock again and I hear Kendall say "coming" and hear her bumping into things.

"Ken don't worry I'll cover it."

"Nonono babe it's just Maia it doesn't matter."

The door opens and I see Tim and Kendall standing there in just robes. I see the bed behind them all crumpled up.

I laugh and roll my eyes, "So are we going anywhere today?"

"I don't think Tim and I will be going anywhere right Tim?" Kendall winks at Tim and he nods.

"Okay. I'll just go, use protection." I wink and hear them already start kissing.