The Diary of Ruby Jones (Liam Payne Fanfiction)

I'm Gunna Kill You.

Dear Diary, 

This weekend has been lovely. Me, dad and Mary had a laugh watching T.V on the Saturday night. At the end of match of the day dad had to help me upstairs to bed and then on the Sunday we just had a chill day with a roast dinner and drinks (apart from me of course).

Today though I am going to the hospital for physio, as I am feeling 100 times better. 

"dad are you able to take me to physio?"

"oh shit, I forgot you had that today, the car had something wrong with it so I put it in the garage"

"that's fine, I will ring Niall and see if he can"

I gave Niall a quick ring and it was only a couple of minutes before he was knocking on my door bless him. He's been great since I have been back. Always checking up on me and whenever I need help he is there.  

"thanks for this Niall"

"anything for you" he smiled.

Weird to think that I slept with Niall before all this Liam stuff, but I think that's what brought me and Niall so close, which is crazy. 

It didn't take long to get to the hospital and Niall stayed with me until I had finished and guess what? It's great news! My physio said I won't have to come back again which is brilliant and that I won't have to use my wheelchair anymore, which also means no more Niall pushing me around.

"great news hey" Niall said as he kissed my cheek.

"I know, isn't it just!"

"lets go out and celebrate, lunch is on me"

"nope, I am paying, you paid last time"

"actually Liam paid last time"

"what?"

"he insisted that he paid for your last meal together"

Now I feel bad. Why is his name always brought up in conversation, why? I just want to forget him. I know that sounds horrible but it's true. I was starting to fall in love but Lucy's face just keeps making an appearance in my head and I just can't. 

"oh right, say thanks to him next time you see him"

"I will"

He drove us to this little cafe in the countryside, nowhere near London. It was the cutest little thing, I don't know why I have never been here before to be honest. If only I knew. 

"sit here and I will go to the counter, diet coke?"

"lovely thanks"

I sat in the window seat and it was just so peaceful. No traffic, no commotion, just beauty. 

"can I sit here?" his voice. 

"Liam? what are you doing here?"

"Niall told me to come here because he had to tell me something but I'm guessing that isn't the case"

"but he's over the-" I looked over at the counter and there was no sign of Niall and as I turned to look out the window he was sat in his car driving away. The little shit, I'm gunna kill him, "well it seems like Niall has set both of us up"

"yep seems like it"

"yep" We sat in an awkward silence until a waitress came over with our drinks and menus.

"I will get this"

"no, I will, you got Nandos the other day"

"so, I wanna get it, no buts"

I chose a cheeseburger and chips and Liam ordered the same. 

"look Ruby I don't want to have an argument with you but I really wanted to talk to you"

"well I can't go anywhere so talk" rude I know but I was a bit peed at this point.

For a while he just looked at his hands, not saying anything. I wanted to tell what was going through his head, what he did think. It wouldn't surprise me if he hated me. I guess I have ruined his life too and I wanna be with him, I just wanted him to turn around and say it's ok but it's really not that easy. 

"I love you"

"what?"

"I love you"

"why? After everything I have put you through"

"I know it's crazy but you're my girl. You're my Rubs and although I know you don't want to be with me I just wanted to tell you that I love you"

"oh jesus"

"what?" he just looked me straight in the eyes, those brown eyes that just sparkled in front of me and I don't know how was going to react but I just leaned forward and kissed him and he kissed me back and all these feelings just came rushing back.

"I'm sorry I couldn't help myself"

"I am not complaining" he smiled.

"I am genuinely sorry because I have been a twat to you. I pushed you away when I shouldn't have because you were my rock since everything happened and I treated you like shit and you shouldn't forgive me and you shouldn't love me" 

"but I do, I do forgive you and I do love you and if you'll have me I would love to be your boyfriend"

"of course" I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him in for another kiss and when we broke apart we looked out the window where Georgia, Harry, Niall, Daz, Dad and Mary stood, Mary in tears and they were all smiling stupidly. 

"I'm guessing Niall hoped this would be the outcome" I smiled. 

Niall had actually told the workers not to cook our food because they had planned an romantic meal for us and when we got outside they all came over and hugged us and I guess I love him too.

I whispered in his ear as we got into the back of Niall's car, "I love you too" and he smiled and kissed me.

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The meal was amazing. There was lit candles everywhere and our cheeseburgers and chips were waiting for us when we arrived.

Me and Liam had a proper talk about everything. We talked about how we are going to deal with Lucy and that we should take things slowly.

"so coming back to mine then?" I asked him

"I thought we were taking things slow?" he smiled

"who said anything was going to happen" and with that I grabbed his hand and we went back to mine, it was lovely, cuddling him yet again and this time I have no intentions of letting go.