The Diary of Ruby Jones (Liam Payne Fanfiction)

I Am Holding On For Dear Life.

Dear Diary,

I am 100% never letting go of this boy. He has come round everyday, well he hasn't actually left but still, he was always there. We have had an amazing couple of days and it was all because of Liam.

Firstly, when we woke up after our romantic meal, he cooked me breakfast, then we chilled at home till about 1 and then he took me out for lunch and to finish off we went to the cinema which was lovely. The next day he drove me, Georgia, Harry and Niall to Thorpe park and even though I couldn't go on most of the rides it was still so much fun! Niall had me in hysterics. They were queuing for Saw and he started talking to some girl and convinced her to go with him and I could see them at the top and he was waving and pointing but lets just say she didn't look so good and Niall looked at her at the right moment, it was disgusting. He didn't ask for her number. 

Anyways, we had a great day out and when we got home Georgia and Harry cooked for us, they were getting on so well and it was lovely seeing Georgia happy. 

On Sunday we figured that we would have a chill day with dad and Mary. 

"how have you been then Ruby?" Mary asked. She hadn't spoken to Lucy since everything happened.

"I am great thank you, its more the case if your alright, I know how hard it is for you when it comes to Lucy"

"don't be silly, I am fine. Maybe one day I will talk to her but not after what she has done. She's gone to stay with her dad though, even though hes just as mad"

"good to hear, but I do have something to ask you"

"ok?"

"will you move in with us?"

"what!?" Mary and dad asked at the same time.

"yeah, I mean you're always here and you make dad happy and I haven't seen him that happy since mum was alive so I would love it if you just stayed here forever really"

"Greg are you sure about this?"

"well it was a bit of a surprise but it does make sense"

"WOOOOOO! WELCOME TO THE FAMILY" I shouted as I hugged Mary and dad.

She is one amazing women and perfect for me and dad. 

Liam was looking at me smiling. Smiling more than usual. 

"yes babe?"

"what?"

"you're smiling at me like an idiot, do you have something to say?"

"im just happy that your happy, that's all"

"you sure?"

"yeah" he smiled again.

I wasn't so sure but hey ho, if he says that's it then I guess I will have to believe him. 

We all decided to celebrate we would go out for lunch and we went to a lovely local restaurant and lets just say I have had the cheapest weekend of my life. 

So today. I went to the hospital and got my stitches out and they gave me the all clear so I have to go back in a week for a final check and I'm all done. It feels so good and it was quite a scary experience but I guess it's something to tell the grandchildren. 

"so something else to celebrate hey"

"yeah I guess" I looked up at Liam and he just made my heart melt. It was almost christmas and as we walked along the path, through the park everything just seemed perfect. There were christmas lights on the trees and hanging in the air, it was a beautiful sight, "so how do you plan on doing that?"

"well I was thinking like this" and he swooped me off my feet and carried me to a beautiful hotel and when we walked in it was an amazing room. 4 poster bed, massive bath, t.v (not that we will be needing that, if you know what I mean) and the most amazing view of the London eye out of the window. 

"when did you plan this?"

"yesterday"

"I knew you were smiling for a reason"

"well I was hoping everything went well today and then I thought a night, just the two of us would be well perfect" he smirked.

"well you were right, come here" I pulled him in for a kiss and he held the back of my head as we fell onto the bed and for the first time in 2 weeks and I felt him, skin on skin, the heat coming from his body keeping me warm and if I could of held him closer I would of. 

He was so gentle, as I was still sore he took his time, he didn't rush me and it felt truly amazing.

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He then continued to run me a bath, with bubbles and a rubber duck and strawberries, which were almost as delicious as he was. 

"seriously Liam this has been the best night in a long time"

"all I want to do is make you happy Rubs"

"and that's why I am holding on to you for dear life"

"and I am never letting you go" he lent forward and kissed me.

We were having such a wonderful evening, just me and him and I never want this to stop. I never want him to leave. I want him to stay at my side, leave me to go to work but come back to mine so he can tell me about his day and I can tell him about mine then we will make dinner together and be all cute and be messy and then we will shower together, get dressed, watch late night telly and go to bed and cuddle until we wake up the next morning and do it all over again. That's all I want in life now.

Liam interrupted my thoughts, "babe? what are you thinking about?"

"oh nothing, just what I want for dinner" I smiled

"really? that seemed like a lot of thinking just for dinner"

"well its a hard decision to make but I think I want pizza, you cant go wrong with pizza"

"that is true"

We got out of the tub and ordered room service and laid in bed, Liam in just his boxers and me in his top, but I was serious before he interrupted me, I want to be with him forever but the thing is, we have only been together not including the day breaks, like 2 months but a lot has happened in those 2 months that would have made most boys run but he didn't and we have a connection through our mums. 

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Our pizza arrived and once we had finished to be honest I was so tired that I just wanted to go to sleep after and well that's what happened, I feel asleep with who can only be described as the love of my life and I'm sorry for being soppy but I think it might be true. I think Liam James Payne is the love of my life and I really hope he feels the same. 

Anyways, good night and speak tomorrow....