~ Letters To Her ~

.letter sixteen.

this letter's not really gonna involve much.

i just kinda wanna tell you a few things.

well, i'm in art at the moment and just realized that next time i go on vacation, my sister's not going to be there.

nor my aunt.

everything's changing.

i don't want things to change.

you're gone, my aunt's practically gone with her new baby. i understand she has to grow up for her, but she's not like she used to be. i'm not used to this.

i'm still not used to you being gone, and it's been, what? 9 months?

i hope it's not long before i see you again.

my family's changing.

both of my cousins are pregnant. one already has a kid.

my sister and her boyfriend are moving out soon.

my aunt has a baby, and has changed.

my grandma's getting to that point.

my parents are trying to stay together even though i'm pretty sure they can't stand each other.

you're gone.

me and my other friends are drifting.

how long before everything falls apart with my close friends and my boyfriend?

them, and you are the only things keeping me sane, even if we barely talk.

you are my anchor.

he's my anchor.

i just wish you could be anchors together.