~ Letters To Her ~

.letter six.

a few months passed and we planned another sleep over.

but things changed.

faster than i'd liked.

i got a text from you with words i thought you'd never text me. say to me.

you texted me saying you were leaving. that you had to go, for who knows how long.

you said that you were being forced, that you wanted to stay, but couldn't.

your mom wasn't having our relationship anymore.

you said that she said that because we were so close, you had started to close and open up more to me.

and only me.

things that no one else knew, you had told me.

i guess i had started to pull you away from your family.

you said that you were being put in a different school.

my only thoughts were that i wouldn't be able to see you again. that i wouldn't be there for you anymore when you needed me.

when i read your goodbyes, i lost it.

i had tried, i begged you to stay, but you said that you had to go, that your mom didn't want us anymore.

so i did the only thing i could think of.

i let you go.