Drowning
I can't breathe.
I can't...
Breathe.
I'm panicking.
All the noise around me is amplified,
The footsteps sound like stampedes,
The humming of the lights blare in my ears,
My own thoughts sound like yelling.
I can't focus.
I can't breathe.
I'm drowing in my own thoughts.
The constant song of my own thoughts on repeat.
Playing it's chorus again and again.
Constantly making a ruckus inside my head.
There's no where to go.
No where to hide.
It feels like every place I try,
All I can hear is that song.
I can't pull myself up.
Fighting it only makes it worse,
The exhaustion and exertion takes it's toll.
There's no way to swim back up,
It's better just to let go.