The Day I Met Him .

Knowing i loved him

" Jeez what's wrong ?! " Courtney asked .
I was crying uncontrollably. " What the f**k did Ryan do ?! " Ewan asked angrily .
" Ryan didn't do anything guys . " I said over tears .
Reece kept a hand around me . " What's wrong sweetheart ? " He whispered softly .
I finally looked up . And i don't know why , but I felt I could talk to only Reece .
I looked at Courtney , Ewan , Eve and Elliot with pleading eyes . They took the hint and left .
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" ...And then I stomped away. " I said , wiping a tear.
Reece didn't say anything . After a moment , he left out a deep breathe .
" U do know u still love him . " He said softly .
I sniff . " No I - " I start , only to be cut off by a waving hand .
" U do  , Mandy . Deep down , u just do . " He said .
I stay quiet .
He takes a deep breathe . " I haven't bunked class to see u quiet , Amanda . "
Jeez . They all bunked classes for me ?!
I don't deserve those friends .
I thought for a moment . Wait. Scratch that . Minutes .
Taking a deep breathe , I shocked myself by saying , " Yes . Yes I do love him . "
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Reece smiled . But somehow , somehow it felt as he was sad .
" I knew it . " He softly said .
I wiped at tear .
I loved Ryan ? Wow ! I guess I just surprised myself right now .
*laughs at own self*.
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" Amanda ! " Someone shouted as I made my way back home .
Reece was nowhere to be seen . Which was weird . Assuming that he would be with Kylie , I started walking back home .
" Ryan ? " OK. IT BARLY CAME OUT AS A WHISPER .
" I'm sorry , Amanda . " Ryan said , holding my hand .
Why do i feel my heart beat 100 times faster when I talk to Ryan .
I gulped .
" It's okay . " Again , barely comes out as a whisper .
" Did u just say- " He said , looking shocked .
MAY I MURDER ANYONE WHO INTERRUPTED US ?!
Looking to my right , it was Reece .
YAY LIFE .
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" Um.. What were u guys talking about ? "
" What were YOU guys talking about ? " I snapped .
He looked surprised . " U and Ky . " I said slowly .
He looked at me , eyebrows raised.
" Me and Ky ? We weren't talking. "
I smirked . Then wiggled my eyebrows . Nudging , I asked him , " What else were u doing ? " I said in between laughs .
" Ew ! Just ew ! " He said .
I laughed .
He scratched the back of his neck . " I was um... Um.. Dropping her home . " He said .
I raised my eyebrows but didn't ask him anything else .
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5:30 , SATURDAY .
I woke up by music .
Yeah , no need to read it again .
They were the most beautiful lyrics I've ever heard .
'The biggest lie you ever told your deepest fear'bout

growin' old

the longest night you ever spent the angriest letter you

never sent

the boy you swore you'd never leave the one you kissed on

new years's eve

the sweetest dream you had last night your darkest hour

your hardest fight

I wanna know you like I know myself

I wanna know you inside out'

The music was coming from down . Outside my house .
I reached for the window .
OH.MY.JESUS.CHRIST!

It was Ryan , Reece , Courtney , Elliot , Eve , Ewan , Daisy , Jen , Kylie and Fiona .
Everyone was standing there , holding roses in their hands . And Ryan was singing .
I smiled .
" WHO DO WE WANT ? " Ryan said in the loud speaker .
" AMANDA ! " Everyone else shouted .
OH.MY.FREAKING.GOD.
I heard footsteps coming toward my room .
Nicole didn't even bother to knock.
" Get your ass downstairs ! Look at u ! What a mess ! Oh my gosh ! Ryan is such a cutie !! Make ur hair! " She said fast .
I laughed and Made my hair quickly .
Then i ran down .
Mom was jumping with excitement .
Nicole pushed me outside .
" WHO DO WE WA- " Ryan stopped when he saw me .
A cute smile appeared on his face .
" U came . " He said softly .
I ran to him and gave him a hug .
" I came . "
I heard Court , Ky , Daisy , Jen and Fiona 'aww' .
( Daisy , Jen and Fiona are my close classmates . )
When we released ourselves , Ryan kneeled down .
" Will u be my girlfriend , Amanda ? " He asked , a rose in his hand .
I gasp . Tears of happiness poured down .
" Yes . Yes Ry . I'll be urs again . "
Ryan stood now , pulling me into a kiss .
And then everything started fading away .
" No ! no Ryan ! " I groaned.
" Mandy ? " I heard a voice .
" Nicole ? " I said , seeing the figure of my sister .
" It's just a dream sweetheart . "
URGH.
I slammed my face in the pillow .
" What did u dream about anyway ? " She asks .
" Ryan. " I said .
She wiggled her eyebrows and I blushed .
" I get it sissy . Anyway , mom was calling . " She said , pulling me out of bed .
Mhmm.. LORD , I wish he would ask me sometime soon.