The Day I Met Him .

Locked and Broke

" Courtney ! This ain't funny ! " I said , banging the door .
" Yeah Courtney ! Please open the door ! " Ryan said , banging at the door with me .
Finally , after trying more 10 times , we gave up.
We were actually locked in my own room . Because Courtney and Reece got mad at us when they found out that Ryan and I hasn't patched up . Ewan still didn't like Ryan much , so he didn't say much .
How u ask ? Because Ryan the great here made angry faces at me once Nicole by mistakenly said Logan's name . URGH !
We sat on my bed .
" This place hasn't changed at all , u know . " He said , looking around my room . His eyes stopped at the photo frames which had mine and his pics .
EMBARRASSING.
I scratched the back of my neck .
He went toward my most fav one . The one which which had me being thrown up in the sky by Ryan . Well , not exactly , he was holding me up .
I came and stood beside him .
" I miss this .... " He said softly .
I looked at him .
" What ? "
" I miss this . " He said more slowly .
I couldn't speak out a word .
" I'm sorry for every thing that happened before , Amanda . I know it wasn't you behind Logan's death . I-I just freaked out ! I'm -I'm so- "
" Shut up , Ryan ! " I nearly shouted .
He seemed to be taken aback .
" You had 2 entire years to say sorry . But no ! U wanted to see me sad . U wanted to see me desperate of wanting this relationship again ! And now - now when U've finally come back , u say SORRY ?! Bravo , Ryan Jason . Bravo . " I said dramatically . I had totally lost it . " Oh and u know what ? " I said , digging my finger in his chest . " Ur a lie . This is a lie . Everything was a big , fat hurtful LIE ! I hate u Ryan Jason . I just hate u ! " I shouted .
He winced .
I turned away angrily , hiding my tears .
I heard him sigh .
" Look I said sorry . I don't know- "
" YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY NOW ! " I pounded . " URGH . U think a sorry can just make all of this normal ? Huh ? Now that u miss me , you'll come and say , " Oh Amanda . I miss u . Be mine ! " and the other day , " Oh Amanda. I'm fed up . This is over . Bye . " I shouted .
He looked at me , wide eyed .
" Uh- um.. " He stammered .
" Just get lost ! " I shouted .
He looked at me , moisture in his eyes .
He turned away . Why ? Cuz damn Daniel , the door is STILL locked .
" Courtney ! Open this f'ing door before I rip ur head out of ur body ! " I shouted , banging the door .
I heard gasps and whispers outside .
Finally the door opened .
" Jeez. Are u fine ? " Reece asked .
I looked at him eye to eye .
" Get out Ryan ! " I shouted .
He looked at me , then the floor . He came toward the door , took his hat , and left.
I saw him leave and then weakly fell down .
" Shit. What did he do ? " Ewan asked , putting an arm around the now crying me .
" Just go away guys . " I said , crying .
" But- "
" GO AWAY ! " I shouted over my hiccups and tears .
The three looked at me sympathetically and left . Left me crying uncontrollably .
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I woke up in a few hours . Groaning .
Then there was a knock on the door .
" Who's it ? " I said groggily .
" Nicole . " Nicole said .
I cheered up a bit . Just the person I wanted to talk to .
" Come in . " I said .
She came in . Looking at my appearance , she frowned .
" What's wrong sweetie ? " She asked , sitting next to me .
I put my head on her shoulders .
" Ryan . " I said .
" Hows it going on between u too ? " She said , patting my hand .
I sniffed . When I didn't reply , she said , " Did he do something ? "
I chuckled . " We broke up 2 years ago , sis . "
She jerked away from me . " WHAT ?! " She nearly shouted .
" He thinks I'm the reason behind Logan's death .. " I said .
She gasped and crawled next to me . She wrapped her arms around me .
" How can he think that ? "
I shook my head sadly . " nor do I know. We had a huge argument today . "
" So that's all the shouts I heard . " She said .
I nodded .
" Why ? "
" He said me sorry and I got mad . "
I thought she'll laugh . But she just played with my fingers . " I get it . Same thing between me and Daniel . But it was a whole lot of a different story . But we patched up . "
I smiled at the thought of Daniel . He and Nicole were just perfect for each other . They were gonna get engaged in a few years .
" Do u feel good u opened up with ur biggy sister ? " She said , nudging me .
I smiled . I kissed her hand and nodded .
She kissed me on the forehead before leaving . " Now if you'll excuse me . I have a boyfriend to talk to . " She said , winking .
I chuckled . " Off u go . "
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