The Day I Met Him .

Funeral

Everyone's dressed in black . It's a horrible sight . Ryan's parents are crying . I'm crying . Mom , Nicole and Ethan are crying . Courtney , Reece and Ewan are trying to comfort me .
My to-be-boyfriend ...... Was no longer....alive.
Why didn't I forgive him faster ? Why?
Because he broke ur heart
Oh shut up brain !

" I love u Ryan . " I whispered to the graveyard when everyone left.
" I love u too . " I felt him say .
I broke into tears .
" Are u coming honey ? " Mom asked .
I shake my head . " I'll come with Ree- um.. I'll come with Courtney . " I said .
" No honey . Courtney has to leave . So does Ewan . Reece can drop u home . "
URGH.
I didn't care at that moment .
After talking to Ryan for another half and hour , I turned to leave .
I looked back again at Ryan .
All the memories flooded back .
Someone pulled me closer to himself with his arm .
Reece Carter .
I didn't pull away . We kept walking . I needed someone .
.
It was silent throughout the ride . Only the voice of my sniffs were to be heard .
" Do u love me , Reece ? "
" Excuse me ?" he asked .
" Do u love me ? " I asked , this time more slowly .
He looked at me , parking the car in a side .
" Yes. " he said softly .
" Why never did u say me ?! " I asked , annoyed .
" Because you still loved Ryan . I didn't want to snatch u from him . " He said .
OH MY GOD . He had such a good heart.
I smiled sadly and leaned forward to give him a hug .
After that , the ride started again .
.
I reached home without saying anything .
I ran to my room, but Nicole was sitting on my bed.
I burst into tears when I saw the photos of me and Ryan on the wall.
" Hey hey sweetheart , it's okay. " She said , stroking my hair .
" It's not okay ! He was gonna propose me that day! " I said , crying .
After another hour , I finally calmed down . Like , my eyes became dry .
And then I dozed off to a tired sleep , dreaming about me and Ryan.

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OKKKK ! Does anybody wanna kill me now for doing this ?

Sooo , I kinda cried when I wrote this part .... What about u ?