Chapter 12: Wanting Him But Can't

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Y/N's POV

Once I climbed out of the manhole, I made it to the rooftops. I started jumping across them, thinking about Raph. As I did, I thought how I'll always remember him.

I'll Always Remember You

I always knew this day would come
We'd be standing one by one
With a future in our hands
So many dreams, so many plans
I always knew after all these years
There'd be laughter, there'd be tears
But never thought I'd walk away
With so much joy but so much pain
And it's so hard to say goodbye

[Chorus:]
But yesterday's gone
We gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments
So glad I got to know you
The times that we had
I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

Nananana (4x)

Another chapter in the book
Can't go back but you can look
And there we are on every page
Memories I'll always save
Up ahead only open doors
Who knows what we're heading towards
I wish you love I wish you luck
For you the world just opens up
But it's so hard to say goodbye

[Chorus:]
But yesterday's gone
We gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments
So glad I got to know you
The times that we had
I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

Everyday that we had
All the good all the bad
I'll keep them here inside
All the times that we shared
Every place everywhere
You touched my life
Yeah one we'll look back
We'll smile and smile and we'll laugh
But right now we just cry
Cause it's so hard to say goodbye

[Chorus:]
But yesterday's gone
We gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments
So glad I got to know you
The times that we had
I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

Nananana (4x)

I'll always remember you
I'll always remember you

I finally made it to my old rooftop and I just broke down. My first time falling in love and I gave it up to protect him. Raph is my world and giving him up was like ripping my heart out of my chest. That's when I heard familiar voices.

"Hey Y/N. You okay?" Karai asked.

I looked up and said "No, I'm not okay."

"I take it you leaving the lair didn't go as planned?" April guessed.

"No, it didn't. Raph followed me a little bit. I know that Shredder might not be after me, but I still can't stand the thought of him hurting them because of me," I cried.

"Dude, you still shouldn't have left. Karai, April, and I have faced this. Shredder wants to get his hands on us too. But we stay with the turtles because they're family. Don't let fear get in the way of your love for them. Especially Raph," Casey explained.

I looked at him and couldn't help but chuckle.

"Wow Casey. When did you become so sensitive?" I joked.

"Haha very funny," he replied as the girls laughed.

That's when my phone rang. It was an unknown caller. I answered it and put it on speaker.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Y/N. It's been a long time," a dark voice said.

I froze; I knew that voice all too well.

"Shredder," I muttered.

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A/N Uh oh! What could've happened that the Shredder would call you?

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