Okay, so I had an epiphany.
The world isn't on anyone's side. But it isn't conspiring against you either. Stuff happens and it sucks. But that stuff can be really cool, too. And I know that this isn't anything new to anyone, we all know this. But I decided that I need to stop living in fear of what my future will be like. I don't care anymore. What happens ten years from now is not going to be affected by how I take my coffee in the morning or if I get a C on that one test. There are no "ups and downs" to life, there is just life. And there is no way to live it unless you stop caring about if there will be good or bad times, and just focus on being happy in that moment.
... and that was all she wrote. Goodbye :)
