So, everyone is telling me to let go of him. He is long since gone. But I can't. I don't want to forget him, or replace him. It hurts too much. I don't know why though... he has been gone for technically seven months. But that isn't that long.
I didn't mean to do it though. I was just mad that he lied to me. I didn't realize that he couldn't tell me the truth. But I guess that you can't build a good relationship on lies. I guess that you shouldn't have to beg for answers from someone who is supposed to love you.
