So, I'm getting better. But I can't get better when all I do is worry. I worry about even the smallest things, like why won't someone talk to me, or are they staring at me... Just little every day things. And I know its stupid, but I can't do anything when I get like this. My friends have officially gotten fed up with me asking if everything is okay and that only makes me even more worried that everything is not okay. I just need one stable thing in my life. That's it. And I don't know where I'm going to find that because I seem to look for things that are messed up.
