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Well, I'm making a chapter for Finding Love Again anyways...
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I ended up falling asleep in Jack's arms. I ended up falling for him. He was still sleep, and his arms we're rapped around my waste. How did we end up on my couch? Who knows, and know cares.

I got up, so he wouldn't smell my morning breath. I walked into my bathroom, and brushed my teeth. I heard shuffling, which only meant that Jack had woken up. "Hmmhmmm🎶" Jack hummed. It sounded nice.

I whipped my head around from the mirror at the sound of his voice. He was singing a sing, and one I have never heard.

"I ain't never met a girl like you, and you'll never find a man like me. Walking out the door, with you on my arm, you can hit me on my phone anytime you want."

"Jack?" I said louder than expected. "Yes?" He asked. "You can sing!" I squealed like a fan girl. "No, no I'm not that good." He blushed. I sing to! but I just stick to photography. It's what I do best.

I walked over to my lining closet and grabbed a spare toothbrush and handed to Jack. "Thanks" he says. I nod my head, and head towards my room. I plopped my body on my bed, and I rested my hands on my stomach, where one over laps the other.

For now on you'll be my rubber band.
I smiled at the thought. Does he really think we're meant to be? I always thought life was stereotypical. No one deserves each other if they are on the same level.

Nerds with nerds, emos with emos, popular with popular, you name it. But Jack and I are the opposite. We aren't stereotypical, we are unnatural. Unidentified. We don't own any labels, besides the fact that I am now his, and he his now mine.

Jack walked in from the bathroom and laid next to me on the bed. Up until my parents passed, I was so confident. I liked dressing up and doing my hair. Or I liked singing in front of my 2nd grade classmates. But I lost it all.

Some how, or some way, I broke myself in the process. I watched each day go by not doing anything productive. Those butterflies that I used to get, those nerves that I used to have before I did something adventurous or new was gone.

I know that some people think that having butterflies in your stomach is something you shouldn't have, but I don't. Your heart should be racing fast everyday, and your stomach should be filled with nerves. That way when you finally accomplish something, you know that are living life the way that it should be lived.

Never have I ever in a million years did I think I would feel this way. Jack is so amzing to the point that it's scary. I want an adventure and that's what Jack is. So that's when I realized, I'm not so empty anymore.

I'm almost complete, and the butterflies are slowly finding there way in my stomach. Very slowly, but surely they are flying in. As I laid there a smile began to form on my face. "Maddison?" Jack asked. He broke my out of my thoughts and I quickly turned over and faced him.

"Yes!" I said while smiling. "Why did you just smile, like that?" He asked while giving me a smile in return. "I was just thinking" I said. "About?" He asked. "Do you really want to know?" I asked.

He nodded his head, and I turned back over and focused my attention on the ceiling. "For a long time, I've been depressed. For a long time, my butterflies were gone. And fir a long time, I was alone." I said while smiling again.

He smiled, and looked at me. "Keep going" he says. "I guess I just want to thank you for reminding me of how my heart should pump, or how my stomach should feel. I just want to thank you for becoming my new favorite feeling." I smiled and a let a small tear run down my face.

Jack slid his hand slowly across my face, resting it on my cheek. "Did you know I smile like an idiot when I think about you?" He smiled. He leaned in and kissed me, and I returned it. As we broke or lips apart, I stared at him in his beautiful eyes.

The eyes that I hope to see for so long. The eyes that I drown in. "Thanks for the gift" I said. "What gift?" He asked me. "I'm wearing the smile you just gave me." I say. He smirks and kisses me. "It looks good on you. Very good."
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Swooning.. I'm sorry, I've been kind of busy writing precious grace. That book is getting really good, so please check it out!

Love you guys,
Jayla❤️