What color am I now?

Gold

You're an enemy lighting the way

I'm trapped in a box while you make my resolutions

I'm incapable of knowing and existing

And if I was on my own I'd never rise again

If I was on my own I'd fail

Everything I'm told is the truth

Because you are my home

You are my life

so I have no reason to try

Home is nothing but a fragmented piece of gold

shaped and defined , fired and priced

until there is nothing more than a shard

Cannot be shaped into something else

Because gold is everything to you

Your home means nothing to me

I'm suffocated by your thoughts

The way you never not know how to shout

As if I couldn't hear you already

As if I couldn't hear my inner thoughts already telling me

I am nothing

I am not the gold that you hold close

I am not your home

Nothing is mine

Even if I tried

Put all the effort into trying

I will never be able to live whole heartily with you in my life

Yet I stay by your side

Because gold is all I ever find