This is so fucking stupid why did you have to fucking do that? I swear to god i didn't actually mean for you to do that like what the fuck I said I gave up not ' yeah sure whatever' but you guys still did it. I hate this, I feel all panicky for no reason because I know it's stupid and petty, honestly I know it's stupid and I wish I'd never told you but I did and now they know. I feel like there's pressure on my chest and that it's never going to fucking leave and I'm slowly going to suffocate but that's fine. Seriously I've wanted to cry all night and only now I've let my eyes tear up but I didn't let the tears go, it's a stupid reason to, there is no reason to, I just wish I hadn't fucking said anything in the first one then maybe I wouldn't be like this around them.
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Randomthis is where i empty my thoughts onto a page and publish it for people to read and probably laugh at and ignore
