Outcast {boyxboy} (OLD)

Chapter 10 - Coition

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I woke up and everything around me was black. "Book," a voice said. It sounded so familiar, but I can't put my finger on who it was. "Book, darling, wake up," the voice said again. I sat up and looked around. I was in a hospital bed with nothing but darkness surrounding me. The only thing I did see was a faint light in the distance. Ohmigod! Am I dead?! Tears started to fall down my face. I covered my face and just sobbed. This isn't how I wanted to die!

"This wasn't how it was supposed to end..." I muttered.

"Sweetie, don't cry," The same voice from earlier said. I looked up in the direction it was coming from and the last person I expected was standing next to me.

"Moma!?" The woman smiled and stroked my hair. "B-But-- If you're here, then I really am dead..." She laughed.

"No my little Book, you're not. You're unconscious."

"M-Moma--"

"Shh, shh," she put her finger to my lips. "You're just imagining me. Everything right now is just a form of your imagination. Try thinking about your father," she suggested. I did as she told and next thing I knew, Papa was standing next to her.

"Papa!" I yelled. He chuckled and ruffled my hair.

"Kiddo!" he yelled back. It felt so good to see their faces again. But I know this isn't reality. None of this is. "Book," Papa stroked my cheek. "What's wrong?"

"I know you two aren't really here... It's just as Moma said, you two are just a form of my imagination..." The tears started to form again.

"Well how about this," Moma began. "If you wake up, you'll be with Sarah, Patrick, Jacklyn, and even Ashura. Don't you think they miss you just as much as you miss us?"

"She's right Book. Now you should go to your other family." Moma and Papa are right. I do need to go back to them. I might die from Ashura's anger, but it's worth it. I nodded and hugged them both.

"I love you," I whispered as a tear fell down my cheek.

"우리는 너를 사랑해." (We love you.)

***

I could hear sobbing next to me. I'm guessing it was Jacklyn since Ashura doesn't cry. But since I pretty much almost died, I won't be surprised if it's him. A hand grabbed mine and squeezed tightly. "Book you can't leave me... We're supposed to move out and live together. We're supposed to start a family starting with Angel. How can I do that if you aren't here...?"

Oh my. I should probably open my eyes. When I did, I was greeted by bright lights from the ceiling. "Are we really planning on that...?" I muttered. I turned my head and looked over to my sobbing boyfriend. His facial expression lit up and he practically jumped on me.

"Book!!" Ashura cried. "You're okay... Don't ever scare me like that..." He stroked my hair and kissed the top of my head.

"I was only out for a few hours, right?" Ashura let go and sat next to me. He rubbed the back of his neck and looked at the floor. "Ashura?"

"Book, it's Wednesday morning," Woah, Woah.

"WHAT??" I yelled. I've been in the hospital for four days straight!? "Y-You're kidding, right, Ashura? Right?!?" The heart monitor started to beep frequently. Shit, I need to calm down. I mean, it's only Wednesday. That's ten times better than a year or more. But dear God!