Have you ever felt alone . And ignored ,and the problems burn in your head . You want to go to the fast lane . You want no pain . And the only way to escape it would be with this bottle... My bottle of pills . Just don't lie to me . It'd hurt less . My heart hurts . Burns for love and to be fixed . But my head tells me to die . And my brain is making me happy . I want no part in all this hurt . I'm pressured , I'm judged . I'm hurt . I'm scared . I'm scared of myself . I'm scared of what I might do . Crying is weak. Why must I do it . Why call out for help towards an empty void . This happy girl is sad . She has so much to hide . So much . I want to run away . I want to take away the pain so badly ,yet I cannot. The pain is overwhelming. Wave after wave after wave . Burn after burn . It's pulling me under . It is weakening me .I am awful . I'm of no use . Dispose of me . Hurt me . Thanks and goodbye....
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