Memories

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I find my way out of the subway and walk into the nearest cafe, i feel so relieved when i feel the warmth...its December , its snowing and that also means Christmas is coming soon ..I've always hated Christmas and its tacky decorations and its annoying songs..the place was packed but lucky for me i was able to get my hot chocolate and still find an empty table, i sipped on my drink trying to enjoy every drop and i tried to forget the fact that i have no money left to get a place to lay my head for the night. i finished my hot chocolate and i sat there for about 2hours trying to think about my next move and i got nothing i stood up and left the cafe hoping that i would get lucky...as i walked slowly down the streets of new York i looked carefully at the ground hoping that i would find at least a 5 dollar bill..remembering the events of how my life went down hill is a story i cant even bring myself to get over..i had everything i ever wanted i could buy everything i didn't even really need but now i go through trash cans every night looking of food to keep me alive...as i walk i try to keep my fingers warm by blowing steam on it with my mouth ...as i walked past a big house i saw someone try to make their way in probably a relative cause he looked to young to own the house, i hid and watched him punch the code in 2012 then he walked up to door of the house and opened it with a key, entered and shut the door behind him.......i smiled to myself and thought looks like i have a place to stay after all .