Top Secret 2[ON HOLD]

Chapter 10:

Harry's POV:





I never knew I could feel like this. I thought that I had moved on from Rosalia, but it was only a matter of time until I realized. Clara was just as stand in for the love I needed from Lia.. As much I hate to say it but I really screwed up. I have to figure out how to break it off with Clara.









I sit on the balcony of my apartment in Paris, overlooking the many other houses and Eiffel Tower.







I run my hands through my hair, as I could hear my heartbeat in my ears. I was so angry, so frustrated, and sad. I was terribly sad. It's been a week since I've seen Rosalia. I need to make things right with her. She thinks I never loved her but I loved her with everything. The only reason I said those things back there was because I thought she was an enemy at first. I thought she was someone from a different agency trying to spike information. When I saw it was Lia, I knew I shattered her. Everything is ruined now between us, and I have to figure out how to fix it.







I love her.





I love her so much, that it physically hurts.







I tried taking my thoughts out of my head, by watching tv but I only saw my old memories. Moulin Rouge, Lia's favorite move was on. It was her favorite and she knew every word I each song by heart.








I turned the volume on, and listened to the words of the song that played. My heart ached in pain because the song her and I would sing to each other was on. She and I would sing it before bed.









"Never knew I could feel like this..." I slowly sang along.



"Like I've never seen the sky before,

Want to vanish inside your kiss,

Everyday I love you more and more,

Listen to my heart can you hear it sings,

Telling me to give you everything,

Seasons may change winter to spring.." I sing some more.






I wondered if Lia was watching it and singing along with me, wherever she was staying right now. She never missed this movie because it was her 6th sense to watch it. She always knew when it was on, even before I did.






I could feel my chest grow heavy, my heart ache more, and my eyes begin to water. I wish she knew my reasoning and my true feelings.





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Lia's POV:






I haven eaten or slept since last week with my run in with Harry. I feel like I'm going through the mourning process for my parents all over again. I feel like shit, and I just want to whither away to nothing.






I've been sitting and wallowing in my own self pity all week. I sleep during the day for about 30 minutes, and then I spend all night crying. I really feel like I shouldn't have any tears left to cry out.









I turned on the tv to erase my thoughts, and got excited because of Moulin Rouge. It was on and I was dying to see it. It's been a long time since... I watched it with.. Harry.









I remember how he would sing me to sleep with the song Come What May. It was my favorite song, and I could sing every word to it. I could hear Harry's voice now, as he cuddled up to me in the warm sheets. His face nuzzling slowly into my neck, as he sang the first few lines.







"But I love you until the end of time.." I involuntarily sing out.



"Come what may, Come what may,



I will love you until my dying day,


Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place,


Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace,


Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste,

It all revolves around you.." I sing again.





I could hear Harry's voice in my heart. I wondered if he was feeling the same way I was feeling tonight.



"And there's no mountain too high no river too wide,


Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side,


Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide,


But I love you I love you until the end of time,


Come what may, come what may,


I will love you until my dying day,


Oh come what may come what may,


I will love you oh i will love you,


Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place,

Come what may come what may,


I will love you until...my dying...day." I breathlessly sing out.








I was singing along through my tears.






Is he feeling this way too?






I love you, Harry..









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Harry's POV:





"I love you, Rosalia.."






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